Can I rejoin you guys?
I had to take a step back from the ttc boards for a bit. Was really starting to affect me.
Think last time I posted I talked about my best friend that had tested positive, talked about possibly aborting, and then subsequently miscarrying.
Well last week I then found out my other best friend is 14 weeks pregnant. She waited until then to announce, but hadn’t even told me.
If I’m honest I felt gutted. She’d been through all my bfp’s, my miscarriage etc, literally apart from my oh her and my other bestie were the first people I told.
Just felt a bit gutted that she didn’t feel she could share with me like I did with her, and then to find out when she plasters it all over social media, so I find out along with everyone else.
Just felt really ugh.
BUT, more positive news. I’ve seemed to have long cycles, like 37 days. And I tend to ovulate on cd22. Well I’d read about soy isoflavones and thought sod it, I’m going to try them to see if I can bring ovulation forward by a few days and shorten my cycle.
Well I took them for the first time this cycle, and have had loads of watery cm. so yesterday on cd13 I thought I’d test and see, and low and behold there was a nice line. Not positive but more than I’ve ever had at that point in my cycle.
So this morning I tested again and it was darker still, very close to positive. Tested this afternoon in cd14 and a really good positive!
I have never had a positive so early!!
So excited to see if it does give me a more normal cycle length even if I don’t get my soy bfp!
I haven’t gone through the whole threat yet but did see a couple of bfps so huge congrats!!!
It’s nice to see so many familiar names, although obviously I wish you’d have all moved on by now, but you know what I mean.