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Morning girls 🌸

Thankyou @ttcat32 @FlapJackered I'm a lot better this morning. Zero bleeding since (it's actually like it never even happened, I at least expected some spotting) and thank god the cramps have gone. Seems like today is going to be a lot better - in staying positive either way x

@ProseccoBee Are your cycles normally regular etc? Was this a one off? X

How is everyone?

Spoke to soon - browny CM (like the kind I get at the end of AF) just now, only when I wiped. Who knows what's going on 🤷🏻‍♀️

@purplestar9 - yes AF due on Sunday. So tempted to test tomorrow 😬

@ttcat32 😂 I am so tempted but I only have one test here with me on holiday. We leave to come home early tomorrow so just not sure whether to test or wait.....Who am I kidding I will probably be testing tomorrow!😂 I will just have to drown my sorrows on the plane home when it is a bfn.

@ProseccoBee - poor you that sounds horrendous! I have had a 56 day cycle so I feel your pain. What cd are you on now?

@cupcakesandglitter yes cycles always regular at 34 days so this is just a one off. Have been off the pill for over a year now aswell so it’s not like I can blame it on that either.

@ProseccoBee hopefully it was just a blip, and you'll have a normal cycle this month. Our bodies really do play all the tricks on us when we're TTC! Fx

@cupcakesandglitter stay positive! If AF not in full flow yet then you are still in with a shot. Please don't stress, much easier said than done I know, but I'm trying to come from a place of what will be will be with the whole ttc journey. You've done everything you can do if it's not meant to be this month then it's out-with your control and if it is meant to be then it will take a lot more than some cramps and spotting to shake that sticky little bean! ❤️

@FlapJackered do it tomorrow!!!! Think of poor test, has flown all the way over there with you and has been patiently waiting to fulfil its peed on destiny! Put it out of its misery and use it in the morning! Even if negative it will be discarded in the rubbish bin and laid to rest in nice place! 😂😂😂 also gives you time to Amazon prime some other ones to home/ pick up another in airport if needed 🤞

@ttcat32 thankyou, but I think AF has come in full force. I'm gonna have a nice drink tonight and try not to think about it - I'm ready for next month. I'm more disappointed that my cycles are now messed up again, but hopefully this is just a blip xx

@ttcat32 😂😂😂 ok well if you insist! It would be a shame for the test to have made a wasted trip after all!
I have taken it on holiday though, the least it could do is give me a bfp. 😂

@cupcakesandglitter could it be you had an anovulatory cycle? Where your body geared up to ovulate and it didn't happen which means you don't have a period. Apparently quite common x

@FlapJackered absolutely! Also getting rid of test would help with space in suitcase 😊

@cupcakesandglitter ☹️ sending you lots of virtual hugs and 🍷🍷🍷 x

@sunshine1987 I'm not sure because I had ovulation pains and EWCM this month 😩 but then, I'm pretty sure AF is here. It's not as heavy at all, but it's all like (sorry for tmi) bright red blood, and I've got some light cramping. My body is just all over the place 😩

Thankyou @ttcat32 💕 x

Love to you all xxx

@cupcakesandglitter so your body hasn't geared up twice in the 52 days? Probably not that then. How frustrating for you though 😔

@sunshine1987 so frustrating 😩 just spoke to my doctor and he's told me to monitor it for the next few days. It just doesn't feel like AF, and doesn't make sense for it to be this early either. Hopefully it's all sorted soon so I can start cycle 2 x

Can I just reassure everyone that nothing here is TMI? It's a place for sharing!

I agree with @ValidUser 👍🏻

@cupcakesandglitter and still getting negatives? Must be so thought consuming, bless you x

Thanks @ValidUser I always feel like I'm over sharing lol 🙈

@sunshine1987 I've not tested today actually, I might go and try do a test now (it won't be fmu but I'll try anyway) x

@cupcakesandglitter I'm cracking up too!

BFN as expected 🤷🏻‍♀️ onto cycle 2 for me (I think?) I might write a post on this because I need reassurance 😂😂

Poor @cupcakesandglitter sorry Hun! Xx

I cannot stand this stupid waiting around! This whole month has dragged! (Cd30) 9dpo can go suck it!!!!

I've literally spent half my working day googling how many people get their bfp at 10dpo because I looked at the actual stats and I don't like them. That and zero symptoms so most likely zero chance is just not on!

Anyways that concludes my rant for this afternoon ( sorry!)

✨✨✨ to all xx

Well that's the bleeding finished from my miscarriage last week. Cried it all out, pulled up my positivity pants and I'm back I will not stop until I have that babe in my arms! We can do this...xxx

Bettyhop you sound strong and determined 😄💪🏻

Spotting is now red and increasing. So enjoying gin and looking forward to trying again!