Hi All,
Holly I can totally sympathise with you, I am an emotional wreck at the moment and My hubby also has a low SA following a Vasectomy Reversal.
So today I totally broke down at work with the latest B Bomb, I work in a big office of women of child bearing age so its to be expected but it gets harder with each one not easier. I am so happy for her, she has had her own struggles but today I couldn't hold back the tears. I tried to cry discretely but failed. Feel bad that I made her happy announcement a bit awkward, feel an idiot for crying but I have booked the rest of today and tomorrow off as I don't want to be around people. I have my first counselling session tomorrow so hopefully it will help me try and start functioning like a normal person. I am so angry with myself for letting myself get like this!
Waiting for my appointment on the 22nd to find out if they took my right ovary during a cyst removal surgery in 2014, my AMH levels and my progesterone levels which will be off as they scanned me and said it looked like I realised an egg the day before my scan (I think that's what they said, so to go for my bloods 6 days later and I should have AF yesterday, which didn't happen and no signs of it's arrival. My tracker suggests it's not due until Saturday but they sent me based on my scan.
I am like a spoilt child and want to be pregnant now. I just want to know if my body works so we can start a plan to go for ICSI IVF. I am over the 6 year wait (plus two from my previous marriage!)
Think I now need to go and sleep off my mood