Hut of Gl/Doom tercera- We hate babydust and we don't care.

[duchesse]

I'm imaging this one as more of an Eeyore stick hut type thing. Maybe Eeyore is actually still in residence.

Why is everyone so bloody cheerful???? I woke up this morning with ANOTHER new spot on my forehead and my boobs still hurt and I just want my period to come so that I can get it out of the way!!!!!
And dp keeps saying he has given up smoking now but still has "an occasional fag", to which I have said "crap!!" Either he smokes or he doesn't smoke, and I have zero tolerance for any bulls**t at the moment!

I'm not cheerful, I currently have a rather impressive crop of spots having a party all over my forhead. I also think AF has completely forgotten where I live as have now reached CD70 - not a milestone I relish! Grr...

Here's a bit of gloominess to get the hut back on track.... I spent last eve snapping at my DH & I've got mild cramps... both of these are signs my af is 5 days away. Shit.... and yet I am, of course, STILL trying to convince myself things feel different this month.

Exactly who and I trying to kid? ARRRRGHHH.

ah, the joys of symptom spotting! sorry it doesn't seem to be your month Sunshinedays - have some of this always perks me up!
I seem to spend all my time symptom spotting - are boobs weeny bit bigger? does this extra spot mean a change in hormones? hmm, bit bloated today? and then another week goes by with no AF and yet another BFN.

fecking mum has told everyone that i have ever met and everyone that she meets about my failing body. so i endure old women i vaguely remember from my childhood patting me on the tummy and saying "it'll come"

no it wont!

Isn't it ridiculous!!! I've already said myself on this thread that I saw no bedroom action at the right times this month and so my chances of a BFP are infinately less than a size zero, yet still I am second guessing myself with what ifs and buts!! In all reality, I don't even know when my period is really duw as I had only 2 periods after my coil was removed, then a mc then 1 period since then. I'm going on 28 days cos thats what I used to be but of the periods I've had there has been a 26, a 31 and then 32 (from date of ERPC). And because I've never really paid attention to my body in terms of cycles I have no idea what is going on!

Glug, Glug, Glug

Down in one, down in one, down in one

Oh, that's better

hic

I feel sick

Hmmmm - I don't usually feel sick on a Monday

Could it be a sign??

lol

It could be Sunshine
Do you know, I feel sooooo tired today which is really unlike me....maybe that could be a sign too? Oh, and did I mention that I was up most of the night cos my dp was snoring his head off? Ha, ha, ha!

It's all a sign. I am convinced that:
a) twinges are a sign, as I had these when preg with ds,
b) no twinges is a sign, as twinges usually heralds arrival of bastard period.

Hurrah for my fail-safe methods!!

Can I just moan a bit about my fecking twat of a bastard useless lazy selfish dh? Ooh, feel better already...

still being a shit?

i havent had sex since i found pout i was pg with the ep but feel sick.... is it a sign?

Well, to be fair, I don't know as I haven't spoken to him all day, but let's assume so, yes

Of course it's a sign. It's all a sign.

Plus, to really top off my chipper mood, Little Miss Up Herself (the woman upstairs) is having MORE work done to her flat. She goes off to work and I have a 2 year old who is currently scared of all unexplained bangs. We have been out this morning and will do again when he wakes up but boy, I could cheerfully smack her at the moment. And I would as well, I'm from East London and I have no class

Hail, snow and a single crack of thunder has GOT to be a sign.

How about bashing the ceiling with a old broom in the middle of the night. Good for getting revenge on upstairs neighbours and snoring partners.
Added bonuses: stress relief & upper body workout.

lol at "upper body workout"!

I'll just get ds to do some of his best "shouty noises" at 5am. Not my fault guv, heh heh

I seem to be weeing a lot today and just KNOW that it is nothing to do with the 4 cups of tea and 2 cups of coffee I have guzzled.
Also, my DS farted this morning and it smelt of cauliflower.....has anyone else had this and then got their BFP? No....honestly.......I REALLY think this could be it.......seriously, not joking now.....

ooh heightened sense of smell!

Or how about the fact that I haven't had any fertile mucus yet this month. I expected it a couple of days or so ago, so sign yet: Do you think that actually that big bleed I had bang on period time wasn't my period? That the several million tests I've done were all duds? You know, you hear of people of have 'periods' when they're pregnant, and the tests don't always work....?

(just don't suggest my cycle's pissing about....)

Saw 'accidently' pregnant friend, in passing, yesterday. I was a very grumpy unfriendly old cow. But I did say congratulations, which I thought was very big of me: Saying congrats for something she didn't even try but I have been working my socks off to no effect really bit.

oh impatience {{hug}} sure theres a big conspiracy theory. as soon as blood appears all the glowing pg women start crawling out of the walls, moaning about how they werent even trying!

Hello! Hardly ever post but lurk alot but just need to share and don't want to talk to people who 'know' me and this seems to be the thread for me. AF due today, know that BFP is v unlkiely due to having stomach bug and therefore too sick at crucial time but tried on Day 12 despite OV test never coming up positive this month - so all symptoms of AF due but can't help hoping - tried digital pregnancy test and the bloody thing gave me an error reading so now have to wait till tomorrow morning to test again - almost want negative test just to stop what I know is ridiculous hoping. Aggghhh!

this is the place for you.

vodka?
opium?
crockery for throwing?

As I don't really have much hope of BFP I just wish AF would arrive and then at least I can have nice big glass of wine!

its shit isnt it!

Impatience - I didn't have any fertile mucus this month but have been assured on here that there could just have been a lot less and that me not seeing any didn't mean I was having an anovulatory cycle. Which is almost worse as then my hopes start to build again.

I'm craving chocolate - is that a sign?!

I have bleeding to day - only a tiny brown bit, little bit pleased as was getting pissed off waiting for AF but good bit more disappointed too. Last time I had a couple of weeks of the on/off, lots/none stuff before the heavy stuff started. Would you count on/off as CD1 or wait for the heavy stuff (poss in a couple of weeks?). I only ask cos I need to have a blood test done on CD1/2. consultant wasn't very clear.

BecSpec (yeah I'm lazy)
Those supposedly helpful medics say day one is the first day of moderate bleeding after before midday
(so if you start moderate bleeding today - your day 1 is tomorrow)

But worried this thread is getting too helpful rather than gloomy.

Have a 'bloody fed up of ttc' for good measure. What time time does the bar officially open?