Please ready don't give up on helping me not to test yet. I only tested this morning because I am feeling big, fat and negative and decided that I would have a test that matched. So in the morning blur having been woken up early by ds, I tested. I know I should have listened to you, I am strangely not really fussed by the result, it means nothing. Please don't loose faith in me now. Having said that I hope that all you are focussing on today, is having a good day with dh.
Honey - well done on not testing, you are doing great.
I was trying to work out why, when I am normally a very patient person why, I test before af is due. I can wait no problem with Christmas presents under the tree, no desire to open them early, I can savour the joy of waiting to eat that box of chocolates. But come testing, I fail to be patient. I think I have worked out why, it is because if I know something is coming my way, I can wait for it easily, my problem is when I don't know if something is going to come to me. In this self analysis, I have worked out what the problem is, but what is the solution???
Sorry for that little waffle there. Hope you are all enjoying valentines day, and that your dp/dh's all bought you huge bunches of roses and massive boxes of choc's.!