This may seem like a really daft thing to post about but my knickers are in a twist!! I feel like I'm at a bit of a crossroads and not having a sister or understanding Mum to talk to makes it difficult to have somebody elses view plus my best mate is ttc without luck so don't want to press her to much.....
Basically I want a baby. I have a 3-year-old daughter but am not with her dad. I have a partner I adore who treats me and dd like princesses and we are marrying next year- 1/12 next year which is where my problems start.....
I wasn't really bothered til Friday when a consultant told me to have my coil out and all of a sudden a massive window of oppurtunity has opened up. I've wanted a baby for a long time and its a bit like carrying something heavy in my chest, wanting another baby (IYSWIM) but id sort of resigned myself to now not being the right time.
We've discussed it and we both want it badly but the timing is pants!! We are going to Spain next September and marrying in Dec and basically if I dont get pregnant yesterday we could drop ourselves in a logistical nightmare!! But its so hard when you want something and we are madly thinking of ways to have a baby NOW!! Thats if it happens at all of course. AAAAGGGGHHHHH!!!! I can't stop thinking about it!
Somebody give me some advice........