::warning::...this post may bother anyone still ttc as this isnt really about ttc, its a catchup with madigan and skbf as i dont know where else to put this post where they would find it (sorry)
hiya madigan and skbf, i had to do a search on your name madigan to find out how you are as i couldnt find anything (couldnt find you on any antenatal threads)
when is your due date? i saw your post on toxa(thingymajig) andi hope you dont mind me saying this (am going to say it anyway though lol)
you remind me exactly of me when iwas pregnant...looking back and analysing my behaviour, i could see that i seemed to not quite believe i was lucky enough to be pregnant and thought someone or something would take that away from me, so for each thing that i thought would be a danger to my baby i just couldnt get that worry out of my head
for eg, on my first born, i remeber threating over the fact that i was in a room that by one machine it had a warning on it about radiation....i was no where near that machine and had only put my head through the door of the room (size of a hall actually with machine at other end of room!) but i worried for days and had to tell midwife, and it was only then that i felt at ease that i was fine
then with 2nd baby, my eldest had chicken pox, i KNEW i had it as child and chances of me catching it were slim, but i still had to phone my mum to double check, then as if her word wasnt enough, i HAD to make docs take blood test to see i was immune!....and then i didnt believe them when they said i was,
i see that i did all this because i just thought it was too good to be true that i was having a baby!
so sorry for this long post, i just want to say...enjoy your pregnancy, as soon it will be over and you will have to share your little bean with the rest of the world!!
how are you feeling? hope you are well
skbf, when is your due date? and how are you feeling carrying those twins...hope you are coping with everything from looking after your children to impersonating a penguin!