Immune /natural killer cell treatment when ttc or pregnant (aka the 17th pred thread!)

[Hula2]

This is a thread for those diagnosed with high or very high natural killer cells and trying to concieve or are pregnant and taking steroids/intralipids etc

Newcomers very welcome

Hula, how did you get on? X

Fingers crossed for u hula

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How u feeling seeking?
I'm still shaking of this cold and now given it to dh!

Well ....tested and think there might be a real squinter...not getting hopes up too high as could be left over trigger or just line eye ! (tho usually convinced its bfn at 10dpo). Taken pred again and will test again tomorrow.

Very whispered congratulations!!!!!

Hula! That is the most wonderful news ever. I really really hope it's darker tmrw and this is ur bfp! I'm sure the line is there as u have seen many bfn over recent months

Ohhhh I'm sending u a tight squeeze over the Internet xxxxxxx

Hula I really hope it is your BFP! Fingers crossed for a more clear line tomorrow! Keep up the positive thinking.
Sending lots of love and fingers crossed xxx

Thanks Ladies.
Daren t even believe it might be real....
Annonlying as i m away from home i only have one more frer with me otherwise i would test again tonight with an IC. Will just have to be patient and put that glass of vino on hold....

Seeking when r u testing ? Is it tomorrow ?

Yep put the vino down! Make sure u log on and tell us the moment u do ur next one (obv after u told ur dh :) )

Oh wow Hula

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This is the most amazing news!! I really hope this is it for you you Hun!! Will keep everything crossed that tomorrow it's darker! Did you use a frer today?? Like Trying said - you've seen enough blanks to know when there's a squinter!

I feel like shite, felt like I've been coming down with something for the past few days. Sore throat etc... 10dpo tomorrow but I'm holding until Monday/Tuesday. Can take pred until Monday, then will see what Tuesday's test shows

Sorry seeking. I think it's doing the rounds! Fingers crossed for u too! The thread is picking up some happy news :)

Sleep well tonight hula and be positive. Xx

Hula everything crossed for you

Line has gone bfn this morning, was definetly was there yesterday compared to todays test. Might have known it was too good to be true .....think more likely a chemical than trigger as every other month trigger has gone by then. Gutted but suppose maybe it means the treatment is having some effect ? Having that bloody glass (or two) of wine tonight.

Oh hula :( what did you use this am to test?
It's such a bloody cliche and is of absolutely no comfort to us ladies, but if it was a chemical-ur right. At least the tx has helped a little given that u struggle for that bfp. U have everything lined up for next month let's hope it al falls into place. How r u?

Another frer, both from same pack. Had a very crampy month esp around 8dpo and much sorer boobs early on so think it may have been a chemical. I m fed up it wasn t this month but trying to think positive that with everything else next month then maybe it ll work ....?

Hula so sorry

Oh Hula I'm sorry. What a bloody roller coaster. I don't know what else to say. It's shit. I hope that this does indeed mean that the treatment is having an effect and every thing you have planned for the next cycle makes everything click into place.
Enjoy that glass(es) of wine tonight. X

Oh hula, I'm so sorry. Next month you're doing the pre ovulation intralipids aren't you? Fingers crossed this is a step in the right direction, but it still sucks

Thanks ladies. Yes pre ov ILs next month. Struggling a bit now to keep a brave face with all the family around who have no idea of situation except dh, would much rather be able to mope around at home ! A bfn i can cope with but this is doubly hard. What would i do without you ladies, thanks for being here.

Sorry hula :(
I know in a situation like this u need a bottle of wine-not a glass. Some high end chocs and a sofa....can u suggest to open a bottle of wine and put a film on in background or have u got family lunch etc planned?
Hugs ur way x

It's so hard to get so close, make sure DH takes good care of you. Good idea about sticking a film on and just wallowing a little.

I have to have a family lunch with my heavily pregnant sister in law. I get on well with her and we text etc as they don't live near but this is the first time I've seen her in six months and tbh I still haven't forgiven my brother for the callous way he called me at work to tell me she was pregnant just a couple of days before my last miscarriage. I probably sound like a complete bitch but my emotions are a bit all over the place and the anxiety is starting to ramp up again .

So sorry hula :( Sending you a big hug. It's definitely more difficult than a bfn... These months of disappointment (BFN's)for me I've known a chemical is so much worse. Perhaps it does mean that something is kicking in with the treatment though.

Snoopy- no don't feel bad! This crazy journey puts us in really weird frames of mind and feeling guilty about it is just another unnecessary consequence. Go easy on yourself... People can be so caught up in themselves sometimes they don't realize how hurtful they can be. Hope the lunch turns out okay.

I'm on CD3 now. Have booked an acupuncture session with a really reputable fertility acupuncturist on CD6. I've decided to give it everything for the rest of the year so I'll be seeing her regularly. If anything, I'll at least be feeling nice and relaxed from the sessions :) then I'll have pre-ovulation intralipids in surrey on CD9 (Saturday). So busy week on the pre-conception front!

Ah thanks everyone feeling a bit better now.

Drttc - sounds like you re well set up next month, lets hope its your lucky one.

Snoopy - hope lunch was ok with your SIL, these things are never easy. Just wondered are you taking Wobenzyme ? (Seem to remember someone on here is), if so what dose do you take ? came across an interesting study on it and thought might be worth a go.

Glad to hear you are feeling a bit better Hula- it's the worst feeling getting a bfn.
Onwards and upwards and fingers crossed for next month.
Enjoy your big glass of night tonight - big hugs from a very grey Yorkshire xxx