TTC after mc #4

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chasing I'm not going to say congratulations yet, but I am really excited. Can't wait to give you a proper congratulations when you feel ready to accept it! So lovely that we're on this journey together after what we've been through.

AF feeling is normal. PMS is caused by a surge in progesterone. That surge drops right as AF starts but if pregnant, the progesterone remains high so AF symptoms do as well. I am 13dpo today, haven't tested since last bfp on Wednesday. Going to test again once period doesn't turn up and then I might accept it's real.

Went back to doc this morning as more pain and bleeding overnight. She asked me to do preg test, I said no point as max 11 dpi. Did one. Bfp. She sent me to EPU. Just been scanned, they found tiny sac in uterus and larger sac outside ovary. So suspected ectopic plus who knows. Waiting for doc, been told nil by mouth until told otherwise. Just can't believe it. So confused.

Arghhh haribo! This will be all of our months ??

Thanks for the reassurance and support ladies. I so appreciate it. Where would I be without you all!

MrsC I am thinking of you xx

So much to catch up on!
So sorry to hear your news heaven, I really hope you're ok and being well looked after. Mrs C, also thinking of you - what a shock. I hope they can tell you more very soon.
Congrats to genni and everything crossed for chasing. haribo, that sounds very promising - I'm really rooting for you.
I'm getting highs on the cbfm now and when I look at the sticks I can see the lines changing so it seems my body isn't brokn and hopefully I will ov in next few days (usually cd14). So it's all systems go here...

MrsC it sounds just like my experience back in October. I hope your ok xxx

Oh MrsC I'm so sorry to hear that, hope you are ok?
Chasing and hand holding
Good old AF has now showed up so I'm out for this month. Quite disappointed actually as I'd totally convinced myself this was the month! How silly... Never mind - on to the next month.

Oh MrsC. Holding your hand.

Aww Bristolian sorry AF got you :(

Thanks Amyyy it's ok. At least no more 2ww!!

True! You can get back to the funner part of the dtd-athon

Sorry AF showed up bristol. I do find its a relief in a way as it's an end to the 2ww stressing.

Now on ward, waiting for doctors to decide if they 'have a look inside' tonight. Utterly surreal. I will collapse into a million tiny pieces if I let myself think this is real.

Oh Mrs C what a stressful time. I'm glad they've caught whatever it is early. Really hope you get some answers today. Thinking of you x

Thinking of you MrsC

Oh MrsC. :'( I remember being in denial. Thinking they'd got it really wrong and thinking. . If I just go home and get in bed it'll all sort itself out and dissappear. When I finally let it hit me I spent two weeks solid crying, or lying in bed staring out of the window, feeling. .. nothingness.

I am so sad all this is going on for you. It's a horrible scary place to be but we are all here for you, and although it was a rough 7 weeks (i didn't have surgery so it took a long time to resolve) 4.5 months on .. I feel like I'm as healed as I'll ever be. I'm no longer heartachingly sad every moment of the day and I smile again. There are lasting wounds... self doubt and worry and desperation for a baby but you will get through this emotionally, I promise. . And with a glimmer of bfp hope this morning I can also say that while it feels like it'll never happen. . I'm starting to believe it is possible after all.

sending you so much love right now..

mrsC. My heart goes out to you.

Oh MrsC i dont have any words that could help you at this horrible time but i am thinking of you and i hope this goes as smoothly as possible and you get good healthcare

Lovely post chasing.

Thank you ladies, esp chasing, such gorgeous words. I can't work this out -didn't even imagine I was pregnant with all this spotting so to find potentially 2, one in wrong place, just doesn't feel real. They're still waiting for bloods results, currently only looking at surgery rather than the drugs you had chasing just in case the tiny one in uterus is viable. I just so want to be home.

Must remember my mantra - I am strong, this will pass.

You ARE strong and you can do this. Where you ever scanned before? Is it poss sac in tube was a missed eptopic and the eggy in utero is a new, healthy pregnancy? The consultants even preform surgeries on babies whilst still in the womb now so if it's possible that it's viable I have every hope it's saved and you can come out of this with something rather amazing. And you know what.. If things don't then we will be here.. you can share with us everything, there is no judgement here and most of us have felt it all at one time or another. Xxxxx

What a scary time MrsC. Thinking of you and hoping for a positive outcome.

I was scanned in November but not since then. Still no news on blood results but at least they're letting me eat! Husband just got back.

Yay for eating! Nil by mouth is torture for fatties like me

Will check in tomo morning to see how things are going x

Today's offering. Had the same problem last time, my phone just sucks all the pink out of my lines! Also crappy hotel lighting doesn't help. also realised how fat my fingers are

Anyways. It's definitely there now. But I do wish it were darker at 12dpo. However I actually think I didn't implant till 8/9/10dpo so it's possible that's why. Just praying for a stronger line soon. Though I only have 1 frer and two digis left. I always thought digis where a bit of a holy grail of tests but actually I'd rather see my 2nd line in the frer really strong than just see the words.

literally had the worst dinky tum since we got here. I'm pooping all the time and I'm so bloated and sore.. and nauseated. I'm sure I'm stressed over it. Even though It feels so 'right' this time.