ttc after mc- the best shit place to be! #2

[chasingtherainbow]

Roll up roll up... onto a new thread. Keep those lucky bfp' s coming and unmumsnetty hugs all round.

Just lurking for now ladies, not quite ready to dip my toe in - a bit too raw and emotional for Christmas, but I've heard how wonderful you all are.
Pregnancy #1 - diagnosed MMC at 7 weeks. Have decided to have an ERPC on 31st - happy freakin new year.
Think DH and I are all cried out for now - time to have some quiet space and reset.
So hard with my family all in Australia, when all I want right now is my mum.

Scared, upset, confused, but hopeful we can get a BFP soon enough when this is all over. Just praying everything stays in until the surgery, can not deal with much else right now.
Shall scroll through the posts and update when and as I can. Deep breaths and take each day at a time.

Ladies, thank you so much. I really appreciate all the hugs and support xxx
At dh's parents atm.
Going to toast Little Seed with brandy tonight x

Sorry to all the new joiners MrsFaz, Molly and MrsB. I hope you find this thread as supportive as I have.

AlltheQueens - your last post brought years to my eyes. This thread has been hugely supportive - I don't know where I'd be without you ladies. I would be delighted to join you in your drinks party this evening, although I fear that I'm too far away and might not get there in time!

I shall also be raising a toast to our little seeds this evening.

A-ha! Now I get it newera/sebs!! Doesn't take much to confuse me See you on the posifrickentivity board...

Sorry you're without your family mrsB, that's really tough.

I feel bad for ruining my family's and DH's family's Christmasses. It's hard to enjoy the day with a miserable daughter/sister in the corner. Especially when we had literally only told them the news a day or two ago. We had had a private early scan so that we would have more info when telling the families. The size of the baby was fine, and there was a strong heartbeat but the sac was small. Even though the clinic didn't flag it we knew the small sac meant an increased risk. Ironic that the early scan made us more anxious rather than less!

Hope all you ladies have a lovely Christmas day despite the tough year in 2014. Look forward to getting to know you all over the next while.

Brandy time.
Cheers ladies.
Thank you all for being there for me through the worst 7 months of my life.I wish us all the best in the new year xxxxxxxxx

Chink Chink. Mulled wine here.

Happy Christmas friends. Hope you're all doing ok today. This Christmas isn't what any of us expected but I guess it is what it is. Hope you are all with loved ones. xx

Congratulations llama!! What a lovely Christmas gift for you!

Congratulations . Happy Christmas!!

Congratulations Envious. What a fabulous Christmas present Here's to a very happy and healthy pregnancy.

envious that's wonderful!!!

congrats to all with BFPs.

Just checking in, I'm exhausted/emotional and will read through properly once I get a moment to myself.

Huge congrats envious!! What a fantastic Christmas present

Awesome Xmas pressie envious. Congratulations

Hope everyone's surviving today OK.

Congrats envious! How lovely for Christmas :) x

Congratulations Envious that is lovely news for Christmas.

How are you doing Treacle?

Also how was Christmas in the pub Haribo? Hope it wasn't too difficult with the barmaid situation.

Oh llama that must just have been the best Christmas present ever.

Not too bad thank you purple, it's been difficult but I'm trying to focus on Christmas :)
I'll be amazed if we get a bfp though as ttc has been furthest from our minds with all the Christmas things happening.

Congratulations envious super news.

Ttc also been very adhoc this month with Xmas going on. Dh out doing cows just now so I just did an ovulation test which was a bad idea. Ovulating and need to be at my mums for lunch and then straight to pil for afternoon and evening. Gah. Not much hope this month at all.

Hope everyone's having a good day.

Congrats enviousllama I really hope everything goes boringly well for the next 8 months!
I am currently feeling amazing because its snowing - spent an hour in it building a snowman and snowballing with my 5 year old. I love the snow

Congrats envious. I too wish you a very uneventful pregnancy.

Christmas has been strange for many reasons. You have all been in my thoughts. I am quite glad I decided not to start trying in this cycle as I have been able to have a few drinks and let go a bit. I am determined to start a proper health kick in the new year and hopefully I will have a healthy baby to look forward to at some point.