Hi all, sorry have been MIA but don't often get a chance to go on the lappy and typing on my tablet gives me a headache as the keyboard appears to be a bit wonky and I end up with awful spelling mistakes. This is a bit of a long entry sorry, but don't like my chances for this month due to my idiot husband (he's not really an idiot but am still a bit mad at him!).
Anyway, last weekend we were away at a family wedding. We managed to DTD on Friday night. Am pretty sure I ov'd on Sat as nipples were sensitive when feeding. We were going to try and DTD after photos and before the speeches (which they had before the meal) except they bloody brought the speeches forward by half an hour so we lost our window
. So inconsiderate!
Anyway, the meal was lovely, DD was so well behaved, but she'd had it by 7.30 so I went back to our room to feed her. DH was meant to come and relieve me at 8.30 so I could go back to the celebrations for an hour or so. At 8.30 there was a knock on the door but I couldn't answer it as was mid-nappy change upstairs. I knew my FIL was downstairs in his room so I thought he'd answer it. Wasn't sure if he had but carried on putting DD to bed (turned out this was hubby as he'd eventually remember the next morning). At 9pm was wondering where DH was. At 9.30 realised DH was probably drunk. I was getting tired so got undressed and into bed. At 10pm there was another knock on the door. DH, drunk and swaying. I was FURIOUS and asked him what happened to coming to relieve me at 8.30. He reckoned it had only been an hour since he left. I burst into tears, ran upstairs and got back into bed, crying my eyes out, telling him I couldn't believe he'd forgotten about me etc etc (am not usually one for tears but was soooo upset!). He was full of excuses then told me I could still go and enjoy the party, but I was so tired by that point (and also an emotional wreck) that I didn't want to go back out. Told him he'd ruined my night. And of course I was also upset because he was too drunk to DTD.
The next morning I was still really upset, so no DTD then either. I was presented with a huge birthday chocolate cake at breakfast and tried my best to look impressed but was still feeling so emotional, firstly because I'd not been able to enjoy any of the evening activities, but also because I knew we'd missed several good opportunities to DTD.
We went out for my birthday dinner that night, by which time I was feeling slightly better. When we got back to my in-laws I ended up going to bed at 10.30 and he said he'd be in shortly (we'd previously agreed to DTD that night). He eventually came in at 11pm and I was a bit mad again but tried to keep it in check as I asked if we were going to try and have a quiet shag. He said he thought we'd be too noisy so didn't think it was a good idea (his mum is going deaf btw), then he said I'd said I didn't know when I ovulated anyway so did it really matter since we DTD so much the prev week. We'd actually set out a plan for DTD this month which included the entire weekend so am annoyed he either didn't listen to me or was too tired to DTD but didn't want to admit it.
So now am in the 2ww but not that hopeful really. I really wanted to be up the duff before I went back to work so I think that's why I am so emotional about it this month (go back mid-Feb).
Anyway, sorry for my rant. Fingers crossed for everyone, esp those with all the crazy symptoms. Sounds like your bodies are getting ready for action!