Eggcellent Egg Buddies: are you cycling in June/July/August/September?

[JuicySausage]

...then come and get your flipping baby here. We are a group of utterly priceless loons who are deadly serious about buying our babies at the highest price (or free if you're a lucky NHS bastard). There are no failures here

[mejust]

Maybe. That's. A lot of follies no wonder
Your in pain.

[Karbea]

nook well done on your three little eggies, fingers crossed for fertilisation!

juicy that's a great result! When's your scan?

[nobeer]

maybe i'm EC on weds too! got plenty of follicles too and they're a bit concerned about OHSS so going to freeze the embryos. good luck!

[NoMaybeAboutIt]

Good luck to you too Nobeer. We can wallow together! Will they not wait to see how you are before freezing the embryos?

That sounds amazing expat. We had that the other day. We have a nice spag bol on the cards. I cannot wait to stop ramming protein down my throat

[BrookerC]

Flippin' 'eck juicy that's amazing! Good work! You must be so chuffed.
nomaybe ouch. i'm feeling those 39 follies. Hope the pain relief does the trick (I thought gas & air was over-rated but the temazepam, well that was pretty good!)
Do you trigger tonight no beer? Good luck.
nook well done with the 3 eggs. Time for a glass of wine. x

[Karbea]

We are still eating drinking what we want, drinking 3rd coffee of the day ;)
So we are having, venison meatballs, pasta sauce, white pasta (rebel), salad... Bugger forgot garlic bread.

[wishicouldhavealargeMalibu]

I started a thread regarding my problem and the first reply is someone agreeing that it doesn't sound positive.... oh well

[MotorcycleMama]

Stick with us wish!
nomaybe Blimey! Bet you can't wait for those eggs to be out and chance to recover.
Karbea I'm glad to hear you are still being (modestly) indulgent. I could kill for a glass of wine.

[MotorcycleMama]

Hi expat I am making a spring vegetable frittata and salad. Can't wait, though would love a good glass of a white wine with that.

[MotorcycleMama]

Fantastic news juicy - congratulations .

[JuicySausage]

Wish, I am sorry my advice has caused you dispondancy

I really feel for all you girls with pain, swelling and general egg-producing awfulness. I'm very fortunate I didn't need to go through that, but I still can sympathise with you.

So..y'all think it's twins, yes? You know, when twins become a reality it's very scary: how the heck are we ever going to afford twins?! But then I spent some time after my blood test with an old friend, Biba, and she was minding four-month-old twins and we literally were stopped everywhere we went with cooing, gushing admirers. It was overwhelming and very, very lovely. What a magical (albeit shattering) gift

I have another blood test on Wednesday and then a scan will be arranged for a couple of weeks. I am only 4+4

I feel a chicken kebab and chips from Zorba's coming on....

[eurozammo]

motor I can daydreaming about rosé. I think it's the sunshine.

[eurozammo]

can = keep

[chocolocodowninacapulco]

brooker did you start your injections today?

wish don't bother with any other threads, we're here for you.

[tametortie]

Hello All!!

wish how are you feeling chick? Is the bleeding any better? I think about you often because I know how scared you must be. I have everything crossed for OTD xxxx

juicy what a level!!! mine was only 65.3 on the same day I'm going to reserve judgement on twins till we see wednesdays level but its looking very good xxxx

motor hello chick- hope you are well and putting your feet up x

Euro same with you- you pupo ladies need to chill and relax x

Brooker hello and welcome x

mejust dont stagnate!! make sure you move around lots even if you are sore- get that blood flowing to the embies!!

choco glad you are starting- the wait is awful! have you started DR today?

nook congrats on 3 eggs!!! ace news. Now fingers crossed for good fert rates- are you icsi??

expat hello chick- how are you? do you have a review appt booked?

fab hello- hope you are ok xxx

fish sorry to hear you are in so much pain have you had an embryo update today? have I missed it?? I saw your discussion on frozen yesterday- for what its worth (cos I was too pissed to post) I think you have made the right decision... I want some frozen babies next time!!

nokkie hope you are ok and still checking in on us x

karbea glad to see you are going with our post cycle blow out!! I did too yesterday and suffered. Must practise more....

respisa hope you are ok xxxx

nomaybe good luck with the trigger. Think you may win the egg race!

Hope I havent missed anyone- if I have, sorry! I love you!

Little update from me. Had 3 glasses of very low alcohol pink fizz yesterday and was very tipsy 6 months no wine does not make for an iron liver. Came home from friends after a lush dinner in the sun, put DD to bed then started rowing with DH. Over something stupid but I think there is so much pent up frustration over the past few weeks, I just let him have it. And he took it. I accused him of not caring and told him no-one misses our babies like I do. What a bitch

I felt so strong a couple of weeks ago and everybody on here said how brave I am but I'm not. I'm really hurting inside and I think its really starting to hit me. I keep crying, not just about this mc but the last one as well.

How do I move on from this and get ready to go again?? Lots of people at work have noticed I'm not myself and I dont know what to say. I think I've forgotten how to be happy. When I'm with my friends at work, we have a giggle and then I feel guilty and stop myself.

I'm sorry- those of you cycling and pupo and pg dont want to hear me whinge about pg loss. I cant talk to anyone in RL because the lump in my throat might actually choke me

[tametortie]

Some better news, the bleeding has stopped.

Perhaps I am just low and depressed because of my hormones?? We mentioned further up thread about a few of us suffering from hormonal depression and I know I suffer from extreme PMT and low mood- perhaps this is a similar thing??


Someone tell me this will get easier??

[wishicouldhavealargeMalibu]

tame your post made me cry. Actually I was crying already but your post made me well up more. You are an amazon person and you are strong. You shouldn't feel guilty for having a giggle, you deserve it.
You have helped so many people on here, especially me so it's your turn to ask for a hand hold
I'm in pieces now and it's not even officially confirmed yet so I don't know how you have done it! I admire you.

It's good that your DH took it because he clearly understands you need to let it all out. I've had a huge argument with DP tonight because he just keeps niggling at me about housework and stuff when I really don't need it. He just had a go back at me and I'm a mess!

I've decided I'm going to step away from the thread for a while whilst I sort my self out. I don't want to bring negativity to you all and that's all I have right now.

I wish you all the very best and hope I can come back to lots of BFP's.

tame you need to see how lovely you are

Speak to you all soon xxx

[chocolocodowninacapulco]

Oh tame my lovely, so so sorry to hear you're feeling like this. Things will get better and you shouldn't feel guilty about being happy and having a laugh with friends. It's only natural to have a deep sense of loss and to still be struggling with all of this. Have you had any counselling? That might help as they will take a different approach and just the process of speaking to someone impartial and just talking helps. Above all, try and enjoy the good bits of life and feel sad when you need to. Eventually you will feel ready to move on. I didn't have counselling, but for me my acupuncturist was better than any counsellor as I would talk and she would listen, I would have been fucked without her. For me, I just didn't want to be sad any more after this loss, especially after the horrible pain of the memory of the previous miscarriage. To be fair, my recovery was based on looking ahead to when we could cycle again, but that's how I am-it doesn't work for everyone. We're always here for you. Huge hug xxx

[chocolocodowninacapulco]

wish please don't go < tries desperately not to break into a kws song>. Seriously, the whole point is that we are here for each other through thick and thin and no-one on here is going to think anything badly of you when you are feeling down. PLEASE DON'T GO Xx

[mejust]

Tam you have had a loss and been through treatment and highs and lows with all the worry and your emotions all over the place ,its normal to feel really strong then all of a sudden its all to much especially after what's happened so don't be to hard on yourself.
I'm sure you will get through this xxxxx

[tametortie]

Wish, please dont go. We are here to support. Im dragging the Fred down more than you!!

Please stay

[mejust]

Wish and where do you think your going?
Stay we need you on here,we are all going through this together.
I'm sorry your going through this and having a horrible time ,you always argue with the people closest to you during times of stress I'm sure you and dp don't mean it.
If you really want to take a break please come back and take care will be thinking of you xx

[chocolocodowninacapulco]

Thinking of some of you feeling sad is making me sad and emotional now . I bloody love you guys and this fred.

[JuicySausage]

Tortie, you are strong enough to cope with this heartache, loss and terribly misguided guilt. You can cope with all these things because you have a great husband and you've just pulled yourself through a massively crushing time. You are strong enough to keep going. I know I don't know you in RL but it's fairly obvious you have great character. Of course you feel you're not coping; that's the sadness and hormones taking over. But this will pass. Keep looking ahead, my love xx

Wish, how awful you feel you need to step away when we all love you being here. You must do what you feel is right for your head and we will support you when you come back. You'll be very missed xx