Fan... Im sorry your cycle isn't sticking to dates, when this happened to me my doc said 'well, being anxious doesn't help...'. I almost decked him. I hope the bitch arrives tomorrow, and that she buggers off soon for nine months at least. I know nothing I can say helps, and you probably don't feel very strong, but you fight so hard and you deserve it to be so much easier. Do you have anything to look forward to over the WE?
ANGEL... I hope tomorrow goes as gently as possible for you tomorrow. I am furious at your family, they should be by your side, don't they know what you have been through, are going through?? Is ANT there with you during scan or are you on your own? I am around tomorrow if you need a hand to hold, although I'd rather someone was there for you in RL. I think Phebs should have lots of extra mummy cuddles tomorrow!
Where are you thinking of booking a holiday to? I think it's a great idea, god knows you deserve it.
BLIZY.. This is such a tough time for you. I was thinking about Zoe yesterday, how big she'd be, how difficult it must be coming up to her birthday. I think some people expect it gets easier, that we get 'over' it, but all of us knows that can't happen, and are here for you in the pain of it all. I wish it was as it should be, and I'm so sorry it isn't. Xxx
MOONINS... J sounds lovely, and I can just imagine the 'hard pats' he gets from his brother!
KLEINE... Book the holiday woman!
I can't believe how brave you and DH are, and I'm 'pleased' for you ( although that words mixed with anger that you need to) that you are feeling close to ready for Ivf, I know it must be a difficult decission.
I'm glad that your DH is back with you.
LITTLE... How did you do at agility? I'm impressed at your dancing idea, sounds far more fun that the gym or running! Hope you have something to look forward to this WE?
AMY... Not so long now, although I'm sure it still feels like it. I can imagine the panic over movements... I'm almost dreading feeling this one move because of the panic that ill no doubt feel when he/she doesn't!
As for me, sorry for ranting earlier. I know I should be greatful for where I am, and of course, I am, I just wobble a bit.
All went well today, scan was good. A few weird bits, like my consultant was off, and nobody told us, so had to run through all again with yet another doc. (questions as blunt as 'and how many days alive before the death? (Merryn's notes were in front of her) I could feel DHs hand getting tighter and tighter...)grrrr.
Also in pm had the most ignorant MW I have come across so far. On the way out, after a comically ridiculous appt, she pulled me by the arm over to look in a buggy of a newborn baby, (3 days old) and stood saying 'isn't it exciting, you'll have one of these too soon?! If it hadn't been for the new mum who knew nothing about me, I would have had a few choice words!
Anyway, none of it important, and all got through. I held onto ANGELs words that none of it matters, it's all just a hurdle to be crossed, and it's done.
On another note, while my youngest was at our friends this morning he said ' my mummies having a baby'! We will have to think about when to say something. Was hoping to leave it until at least 20 (39 ideally)! Weeks...