Wow, garden, that is willpower indeed! How many days are you over?
Agree with yorkie that it would be great to get some sort of signal from you body when it's starting to go back to normal again. Physically, I feel fine, even thinking of starting to exercise again (I really miss it), but it's been less than a week since my ERPC... The bleeding has stopped, but pg test is still positive (but line is getting weaker), so I reckon it'll be a while until everything is back to normal.
Emotionally, it's still a bit of a rollercoaster... Have good days and bad days. Yesterday was a not so good day - culminating in me bursting into tears when they played 'Rule the World' by Take That on the radio. I mean wtf?!?
But I think it had more to do with the fact that I'd been thinking about work a lot, reading and answering work emails - I am very unhappy with my current job, really need to do something about that. It's definitively not helping with the recovery...
I also told DH that he needs to cut back drinking, start taking vitamins and start exercising! He is one of these enviable people who stay really fit without having to do any significant excercise (he does none at the moment, whereas I have to go to the gym 3 times/week to keep on top of it!), but he does like his wine way too much and too often.
And my week off work to recover is not so relaxing anymore - DS had a bad norovirus/stomach bug/whatever attack yesterday and puked about every half hour between 4.30 to 10.30pm. Completely fine again today, but he can't go back to the cm until Friday. Little bugger knew I had a manicure booked for today that I was really looking forward to! And had planned to do some therapeutic baking, as well as start working on my CV.
Now I'm hoping that some of my friends will take pity on me and meet up tomorrow, DH is away on a business trip (typical!) and I'm slightly starved for adult conversation.