BFP wishes will come true

[RedRobin1]

Hopefully this is the last thread we start and all our dreams and wishes come true.

:(:( res gutted for you. I guess the failed implantaton theory is plausible, but unlikely - and there's no way of knowing for sure. Have some and a from me and a whole bottle of wine tonight

when sorry you've all been poorly sick, hope you feel better soon!

alliwant at the green tea revelation - I've been feeling all virtuous whenever I swap a normal tea for a green one! I think when is probably right though, the odd cup or two can't hurt surely...

Thanks kitten - wine would be a great idea if I weren't baby-sitting tonight! Badly planned, eh?

Really sorry resipsa have some and . Ttc does make a complete mug of everybody with the whole symptom spotting nightmare. Hope you have a good Xmas.

santakitten thanks for the message, hoping this cold will be over soon.

Aw res so sorry :(

Thanks you two. Am trying to feel better by telling myself CD1 is a good day because it might, just might, be the date from which my next pregnancy will be dated. It's not working...
Sorry you've been an ill house, when. It's knackering when a virus gets passed from one to the next and then you get hit by another as soon as it's passed.

Awk res :( :( nothing to say but just ((hugs))

It's not looking too good for me either. I was happy cos I should be 6 weeks tomorrow, I've been feeling really tired and yesterday I was so queasy and I got my 3 + weeks on the digi test a couple of days ago. Then I had some staining on Tuesday, just very light and hardly noticeable unless you're hyper aware of that kind of thing post-mc, so I felt a bit nervous but then there was nothing further for a few days so I was starting to feel tentatively confident again, esp with sickness starting yesterday. Today I had some more spotting. Again, very light, but more red-ish in colour. Really upset. Keep trying to tell myself it's not heavy bleeding and I'm not cramping but that's what I told myself last time with light spotting and then it was mmc. Phoned midwife and she told me that if no more spotting happens and/or it doesn't get heavier to sit tight over the weekend and she'll try and get me in to EPU on Monday for a scan to check on everything. Don't feel very positive though, can't help but feeling I'm just waiting to get some bad news. Right before Christmas :(

Oh res ttc is a real b*tch! Hope Dh is around to give you a big hug and cuddle. Try watching a silly film to take your mind of it. Lots of hugs to you x

littlemiss how much spotting is it? It might just be old blood. It's a horrible feeling not knowing what's happening.

Oh little I wish I could reassure you somehow, you must be so worried. I really hope it all stops over the weekend and you can relax finally.
Sorry to hear about AF res. I also try to cheer up by claiming CD1 as day 1 of my pregnancy which really seems to help.
I'm not going to test unless I'm late (after Tuesday). Right now I feel like I'm playing a game that's virtually impossible to win. A bit like doing the lottery each week knowing you won't win but at least by taking part you haven't thrown away that one in a million chance. I have to remind myself that it can and will happen for all of us.
Hope you all have a good weekend. I'll be thinking of you little. Please update us to let us know how you are doing.

little - will be thinking of you this weekend. Hope everything works out for you. Look after yourself.

res - AF is such a bummer, but at least you can drink and enjoy food like pate over Xmas. Hopefully this is our lucky month & santa will bring us all those BFP. Enjoy some chocolate tonight. xxx

and hugs for you little keeping everything crossed that its just nothing - it really could be you know so don't assume the worst. Hope you can stay copied up indoors and look after yourself this weekend.

cosied not copied!

Oh no little. I really hope it's just a scare. I totally know how you are feeling and nothing will reassure you but a scan. Let us know how you feeling over the weekend.
And res!!! Boooo. I was so hopeful for you this month.

Oh no little I really hope this is nothing.

I got a small amount of bleeding at wk 6 when pregnant with dd. It happened just after me and dh fooled around (didn't have sex but a good time was had by all). I am convinced it was the orgasm that disturbed the old blood and that's what caused the bleeding.

Any chance it could be something similar for you.

Ah res I'm sorry about af. She's a bitch

And little I'm sorry too - although it may well be nothing sinister at all, the waiting is agony and not knowing is also painful so I will keep my fx hard for you

And here I am about cd4 - I think

• and still waiting for af to bugger off so we can get busy! Forgot to take epo on 2nd day and now have gone away for the weekend! So am abandoning epo this month (am hopeless loser at remembering things at the moment!) - lets hope conceive plus on its own will get the job done!

Oh littlemiss I have everything crossed for you. I remember the feelings so well; you swap between optimism and hopelessness. Let us know how you are going. Life really is a bitch.

Hey little hope you had an uneventful night and got some sleep x

Thanks ladies! My mum came round last night and had some quality time with DS and DH took me out for dinner to a wee place near us, lovely food and just laid back. Kind of wanted to just hide indoors but no matter how anxious and negative i feel about what next week and early scan will show i basically have no control over it so I need to just try and enjoy seeing friends and doing fun Christmassy stuff with DS this weekend and what will be will be. There has been no more bleeding, which is something to be positive about and any light staining i've had has been light brown which prob just means old blood. But y'day was reddish and my mmc started off very like this too so I am finding it hard to believe it will all be ok and I kind of dont want to get my hopes up either in case I'm disappointed. Will have to just wait and see now.

Thanks again for all your well wishes! Really hope all of us have our babies ahead, waiting to meet us in 2013 - at this stage we all deserve to have that happen!!!

Fertility friend app is teasing me by letting me know I have a possible 'triphasic pattern'. According to their information this could indicate pregnancy but it also indicates the end of a luteal phase. Thanks for that FF, very useful.
Hope all is well little. x

You appear just as I posted. I'm so glad to hear the bleeding has stopped. I really hope you can enjoy Christmas with your family with no more worry.

Oh fx thingy triphasiac pattern is a very good indication :) when are you testing?
Good to hear the bleeding stopped littlemiss it's horrible to have to go through that and fingers crossed you don't see anymore blood till after the baby is born!

I am 2 dpo today. This is going to be the longest 2ww. I just don't know if we caught it this time. Really want to be pregnant this month...

twinkle how you doing?

I don't have an overwhelming urge to poas yet. Every cycle I can't stop myself from testing at 10dpo and then don't bother again until AF is due. I'll test on Tuesday I think if it hasn't arrived.
I have my fingers crossed for you red. Some 2ww are so difficult but hopefully the build up to Christmas might help distract you this time.

What on earth is a triphasic pattern?!

I wasn't aware of it until the app informed me this morning and I've been charting for 3 months. Apparently it shows 3 stages of temperature patterns. One lower level of pre-ovulation temps, slightly higher after ovulation and a third higher stage after implantation has occurred. But it's also completely unreliable. It'll probably go down again tomorrow before AF.

littlemiss - so glad the bleeding has stopped.

I'm still here girls, just haven't been posting. Been busy with my new job, xmas parties etc.

BFP due on weds.

OH been sad today as he's not looking forward to another Xmas without a baby.

Hi twinkle glad you are keeping busy. Hope your dh can enjoy Xmas without focussing on what's missing at the moment.

We'd could be your lucky break. Fx