Rosie, your AF sounds rough, you poor thing Have you started 100mg today? Have they increased your dose because they think you didn't ovulate this time? We know you did though, right?
Npg1, a woman with no fertility issues who has a 35 day cycle will ovulate around day 22 (this is allowing for a 13 day luteal phase). You had your last scan at day 11 and they found no follicles. On Friday, at your next scan, you will be CD15, right? I would say that, if you are going to ovulate, you should definitely be seeing something on Friday. However, this is your first round of Clomid and it could well be that you need 100mg or even, like, Mumalah, 150mg. I will say it again, Npg1, I think you are panicking far too early. You have another 5 months of Clomid and that is a long time to be getting as anxious and defeatist as you are at the moment. Remember that Clomid is not a magic pill and it will not work for every woman on this thread. It's not the end of your journey if it doesn't work, but I think it will for you Did you read my post about protein? What's your weight like?
Hopefully, it sounds like you do plenty of things to help take your mind off babies. The problem you have is that you are literally surrounded by the little fuckers everywhere you turn. Could you move to, say, China, where they're only allowed one kid? Seriously, though, there's no avoiding your family members so you're going to have to dig really deep and keep your panic about never having a baby at bay. Don't listen to that inner voice that tells you you are some kind of freak who will never have a baby.
Can I tell you about the Assisted Conception thread on mumsnet? I've been lurking over there for when the time comes for me to try IUI. Those women are on their second and third rounds of IVF. Their first and second attempts have failed, or they have miscarried. Two of the women have had to travel abroad to get donor eggs because theirs are old and shit. One woman has just begged the bank to borrow on her mortgage so she can try IVF for the third time. My point is this: we sometimes feel, on this thread, as though we are the only women in the world whose bodies are letting them down and that we will never have babies. It's not true, and we are at the very beginning of what could be a very long journey. So...let's 'man-up', girls, and sort our bloody heads out. You are all young with lovely fresh eggs buried inside there somewhere, and some day in the future, they will find them
Christelle, I'm doing a little celebratory jig here for your beautifully-behaved luteal phase. What a treat! I'm so pleased you are seeing something so positive from Clomid
Mumalah, sorry about your 'day 21' score but very impressed you haven't been written off by the staff there. 150mg!! You'll be rattling! Not sure what the source of your aches and pains have been but what i do know is that there is fuck-all point in trying to read the signs of our bodies. They really are not a good indicator of what is actually going on (or not, as the case may be). What are you doing to get your weight under control? Try to do all you can, diet-wise, to increase your chances of ovulating: protein, protein, protein.
As for me (I can barely be bothered to say after this mammoth post!) I was back in the gym, spinning, last night and am off again at lunchtime. I've got my cd21 blood test tomorrow but I'm already confident I ovulated. I wish ovulation was the be-all-and-end-all for me; I'm beginning to think every single one of my 41 year-old eggs are decrepit I desperately wish I could afford IVF with donor eggs