npg1 yes as rosie says good to start dtd now but really go at it when you get ewcm, once that has dried up (and temperature has risen if you're doing that) then time to rest up for the tww!
anyway, radio slience due to me feeling a bit sorry for myself of late, have now had AF cramps and sore boobs and the obligatory sore boobs since thursday - no sign of her proper as yet though have had very light pink tinged mucus (does anyone else get this before AF? not sure if it counts as spotting or not...certainly I wouldn't spot it at all if I wasn't examining the toilet paper so carefully!!!!). Am feeling pissed off because I was hoping that by clomid making me ovulate earlier (which it did) i would get period later, thus lenghtening my LP. Assuming my period comes in the next day or so that hasn't happened, so perhaps clomid is a complete waste of time for me (that said, I may not have had optimumly timed sex this cycle). Anyway "golden" did you say you had protracted pms symptoms last cycle? How long for? Just want AF to arrive now so I know where I stand. It's only CD24 though, I'm gutted (day 26 is the earliest I've previously had my period, but that was when I ovulated around day 18-19, this time I think I ovulated between 13 and 15).
Also annoyed because doc receptionist gave me the wrong TSH score when I run up for my thyroid results. Doc rang me up and said that although it has gone down from previous 8, only down to 5.5 not 2.1 which is what the receptionist told me. Grrr. Anyway thankfully she is completely fine about doubling my levothyroxin dose, if it has gone down from 8 to 5.5 after just over a month of 25mg, surely it will go down further with a double dose. Aiming for the magic number of between 1 and 2...
Anyway broadly am annoyed because assuming clomid isn't helping my LP at all not sure what to do because clinic specifically does not want anything to do with me for 6 months (admittedly with short cycles this should come round more quickly!). So do you think, perhaps after giving it one more cycle and trying harder to time bed hopping, i should call them and demand to be seen because I know that with a LP of only slightly more than a week it's just not going to happen? I think I may have to fake some tears, but am broadly convinced that you have to make a fuss to make progres with the NHS. Also considering paying up to see someone privately in the new year, just want to better understand our options really.
Someone said about adopting the other day - I actually would be up for this, especially from a third world country (though DP is against this). What puts me off though is the process of getting there, social services sticking their nose in etc. I truly think it is horrendous that anyone CAN get pg, fertility problems aside, and social services clearly don't vet all prospective parents do they. Yet when there is a needy child and a childless couple willing to give that child a loving home there is an enormous tick box exercise. I know two couples that have adopted and got there in the end but the process was so demanding they nearly gave up before they got there.
Rant over. Think am going to take some painkillers and lie low for the rest of the day.