Hello all,
I haven?t posted on here in a few months, and I really hope you don?t mind me butting in. I wouldn?t feel comfortable posting anywhere else on MN though [shy]? Like others, I have been lurking and have been so cheered to hear about the run of autumn bfps. Congrats frannie, princess, heart and mrsm. And I?m also keeping everything crossed for those currently going through IVF. Please, please let this be your time, akuaba, artemis, gin and nelly.
I should probably reintroduce myself: ttc for 1.5 years, SA fine, normal FSH (7), but a rather meagre antral follicle count of 5 (I think the last time I posted here was when I got that bit of news), which prompted the consultant to send me off to get my AMH tested [ugh]. I had to wait 6 weeks for the result, which wasn?t fun, but a couple of weeks ago at our last appointment we got the not unexpected news that it is pretty low (2). This happened to coincide with my 35th birthday (you know the one, when everyone tells you your fertility has suddenly dropped exponentially ), so it wasn?t the best of times. We were advised to go straight to IVF ? ?no point in hanging around with your dodgy eggs?, being the underlying message ? and were put on the waiting list (about 6 months, they reckon).
But yesterday morning I got two lines! And today I did the CB digital one and it said 2-3 weeks. Shocked doesn?t begin to describe it. And thrilled, obviously. But mainly worried. Exactly one year ago, we were in the same place and it lasted two days, before my period then arrived. (We are apparently only fertile in the month of November.) So I?m fully expecting this to go the same way . But it is sooo hard not to hope.
I?m also wondering what to do about telling the consultant/gp. What happens if you get a bfp whilst waiting for IVF? Does your funding get taken away/do you get bumped down the list, even if it ends pretty quickly in mc? If I weren?t concerned about that, I might ring them to ask about getting a blood test done to check for progesterone levels etc. Or is that something I could do privately without them knowing?? (You can see I?m not doing too well on the not-getting- my-hopes-up front.) Still, the main thing (which I keep telling myself) is that it shows that, even with my poor results, it?s not impossible. I had been feeling so low after my last appointment and had convinced myself that my eggs were fooked. If nothing else, this latest turn of events gives me some hope that that might not be (entirely) the case. I guess that?s really why I wanted to share my news here ? in case anyone else reading here has been feeling despondent after AMH/AFC results.
Apologies if this is all a bit me-me-me.