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Rainbow Babies. Making it through the storm, missing our Angels, loving and hoping for Rainbows.

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RainboxFX · 11/10/2012 09:22

A shiny new thread in memory of our angels. To bring us all BFPs, sticky beans and healthy happy Rainbows.

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RainboxFX · 27/01/2013 15:47

*here. I think I was trying to say we were here to hear you but I didn't quite manage to get the words out. xxxx

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Babyh200 · 27/01/2013 17:09

Little: Im so sorry, my heart just sank when I read your post. We are all here to listen and just be here for you. I feel so angry that this has happened to you again and just wish you had your beautiful girls with you.

Lily is being looked after by her big sister Daisy in heaven and will never be alone xx

Please, please allow your family and close friends to 'carry you' through the days ahead and all of us angel mummy's too.

Lots of love xxxxxxxxxx

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fanjodisfunction · 27/01/2013 17:30

little I'm so heartbroken for you, it is so unfair. Little Lily and little Daisy two perfect little flowers. Please tell us about her if you wish.

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blizy · 27/01/2013 18:57

Little, my heart aches for you. I am so sorry you are going though this again it's just so bloody unfair. Lily is such a beautiful name, I'm sure she will be with Daisy now. We are here for you to support you through this awful journey. I am thinking of you, your family and of course our beautiful girls, Lily and Daisy. I have a candle burning bright for your babies. Xx

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MiaAlexandrasmummy · 27/01/2013 19:03

little9 you are very brave to share this unbearably sad news about Lily with us. We are all reaching out across the ether to hug you, love you and share your pain. Sending you love and light. xx

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Whatevertheweather · 27/01/2013 19:12

Oh little I can only echo what everyone else has said - I am heartbroken for you. Little baby Lily you won't be forgotten. Please tell us about her if you feel able.

So much love to you and your family xxxx

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Ellypoo · 27/01/2013 19:15

Oh Little I'm so very sorry xxx beautiful name for your perfect precious angel Lily, together with her big sister Daisy.
It is so unfair that you are in this place again, all my love and hugs and best wishes are with you and your family xxx
I will light a candle for Lily, and all our precious angels now xxx

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spilttheteaagain · 27/01/2013 21:01

little I don't know what to say. What utter hell you must be going through. I can't imagine it. There is no fairness is there. Once is horrendous, but to be flattened by another loss when you are just so vulnerable and fragile is so very unbearable. I love the name Lily, it was on our shortlist, so beautiful. I am so very very sorry xxxxx Please keep talking. Are you at home?

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fanjodisfunction · 28/01/2013 09:08

little thinking of you, and Daisy and Lily.

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greengoose · 28/01/2013 14:21

LITTLE, just to say you and your girls are in my thoughts today. I hope you are surrounded by people who love you and are looking after you. Much love from me.

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Ellypoo · 28/01/2013 16:34

Thinking of you so much little xxx xxx

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RainboxFX · 28/01/2013 16:59

Little I know it isn't enough, but you have all been on my mind all day. I hope you are somewhere you feel safe, and surrounded by people who make you feel loved.

Take care.

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KleinePoppet · 28/01/2013 17:45

Another one just popping on to say how much I'm thinking of you, little. xxxxxxxxxx

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MiaAlexandrasmummy · 28/01/2013 17:48

Just sending love, Little9. xxx

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blizy · 28/01/2013 18:02

Just passing by to send my love and thoughts to little. X

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Little9 · 28/01/2013 18:47

Thank you so much for all your kind words. Still feeling a little numb, however seem to be coping okay at the moment. Not sure if it's because I've already been through this once or whether I am going to crash dramatically in the next few days (I know and am very grateful that you will all be here if I do!).

Lily looked more like my DH's side of the family except her mouth which was like mine. Daisy was more like me except her hands were like DH's. It's odd to think that even at 20 weeks they've started to look like you (or DH). Hopefully they're not causing too much havoc, wherever they are :)

Just want the next few months to fly by so we can see if there are any answers from the pm/tests and if not what the next steps are for any future pregnancies. We don't seem to have any problem conceiving so am not currently worried about that yet, but do not want to go through this again. Maybe I can't carry girls or I might have hormonal problems, who knows. I am hoping they do some investigating or extra checks if I do get pregnant again. They don't seem to think my cervix is the problem, but surely it's a bit coincidental to get infections at exactly the same point in two consecutive pregnancies???

We have lots of rl friends and family who are supporting us, although quite a few of them are due to be having babies in the next few months which will be hard. Work are really supportive too. Will take a couple of weeks off and then see how I feel. Not rushing to get back to work!

Take care everyone. I shall try and catch up with what's been happening with you all over the next few days. xxx

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AngelGeorgie · 28/01/2013 18:48

Little xxxx thinking of you xxx

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fanjodisfunction · 28/01/2013 19:03

little thank you for sharing Lily with us.

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Ellypoo · 29/01/2013 08:33

Oh little, Lily sounds beautiful. I really hope that they investigate absolutely everything for you, and that you get some answers xxx Thinking of you so much xxx

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blizy · 29/01/2013 11:59

Little, Lily sounds just perfect, a beautiful baby girl. Thank you for sharing net with us. You are never far from thoughts. X

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greengoose · 29/01/2013 12:18

Little, thankful for talking about Lily, and about Daisy too. As Elly said, I hope they can find some answers for you in the coming weeks. Xxx

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greengoose · 29/01/2013 12:18

Meant to say thank you, not thankful....

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KleinePoppet · 29/01/2013 17:22

little how wonderful (and how incredibly sad) that Lily looked like your DH's side of the family, but with your mouth... bless her, and her big sister Daisy too.

It's good to hear you're feeling well supported - and that you feel you are 'coping' so far. Like the others, I'm hoping so very much that you will get some answers from the PM and other investigations. You must be right - these two losses, so close together and at the same stage of pregnancy, surely cannot be coincidence. We'll all be anxiously waiting with you for the results over the coming weeks and months.
Hope you are managing to eat and sleep a little - DH too -and that you are physically feeling ok as well. Much love xxx

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Whatevertheweather · 29/01/2013 19:35

Thank you for sharing Lily with us little she sounds such a poppet. I'm just so so so sorry this has happened to you. We're always here xx

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Trickle · 29/01/2013 21:19

Little I'm so sorry, I haven't been on here since about Aug but I think that is around when you joined the thread. I am so so sorry, my thoughts are with you and your family, she sounds beautiful xx

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