moomin, I am sorry I missed yesterday. I am giving you a good morning hug instead, armed with chocolate and breakfast stodge. Anniversaries are so very hard, remembering the sadness of the event and mourning the loss. I hope you are feeling better today, but have a lovely weekend in whatever way you can.
pebs and lurcher, great news on the scans. pebs, I know you'll still be metalling on, I know what it's like when you have mc'ed post nt scan. At times, I felt like I was worse after the scan, like I was in my own private danger zone, ( and I had the Cvs saga). But there were times when I was able to tell myself that my overall background risk was falling, even if my own history did not match that.... Don't know if this helps at all, just know you are not in an easy place, ( which is gutting when for most women, including my naive old self, it is when things become certain). Xxx
Martha, big hugs to you brave lady. I hope that the passing of a little bit of time, with a bit of normal life chucked in has helped you a tiny bit. For me, time didn't heal, I'm still trying to get to that point, but it did slowly numb things down a lot. I also weirdly found the change of season helped, and I spent a lot of time with my DD on autumn walks, finding conkers, then eating a lot after. (any excuse for a greedy old snaffler like me). Anyway, I'm thinking of you too.
dorita, I'm sorry about AF, bad enough anyway, without giving you false hope.
Jodie and any other new ladies, welcome and I'm sorry fir your losses.
I'm stupidly metalling about movements. I cannot tell you how much I want her to be born. My body is pretty wrecked now; heartburn; bad hips; diahorrea;, no proper sleep, but these are not what bother me. I want my mind back. I want to stop the paranoia, and be able to be me again. I've got between 4 and 8 weeks to go...
As for work, try not to be too consciencious, whatever you achieve at there is a bonus right now.