Sunny heartbreaking to hear about you sobbing in your sleep... But I think Maple is completely right, we often need a 'bath' moment, and these things take a loooong time to come to terms with. I had a tears on public transport event yesterday, little things are setting me off and I found myself in tears on the tube, scrabbling around in my bag for a tissue and hoping everyone thought I had something in my eye... We just have to take it slow I think. I'm glad nature is taking its course without too much more waiting around for you as well.
I'm interested in the how do you know it's cleared question too. My post BFN bleed only lasted Tues-Thurs. Normally they're monsters, but this one only had one heavy day, so I'm a bit concerned that something's stuck. But I feel 'empty' again so presumably most has gone on its merry way.
Bugsy what bad luck, hope the damage isn't too awful and the insurance company is efficient.
Maple that's brilliant! Your first wave, how precious. Congratualtions on getting to the mega milestone. Do you tell people now, or do they already know? The hip wiggling - just one of the many undignified things you'll be doing for the sake of the MiniMaple along the way....
AFM, I'm moving from gutted to exhausted. Just what exactly did we do to piss the gods of fertility off this much, I wonder? Talked to our lovely doctor on the phone last night for half an hour. She says that the fact that we had an implantation followed by a miscarriage makes her suspect that either there's another factor with me preventing successful implantation, or there's an undiagnosed sperm factor. At minimum, she says I need a hysteroscopy to remove any scar tissue that could be preventing implantation before FET. So it's good to have something we can try but we're back on the treadmill... again...