Thank you everyone for the support. It's not that I don't have lots of support in the rw, just that people don't really know what to say (I can't say I blame them, I mean it is an awkward subject), so they end up telling you it'll all be grand when really, who knows?
I was feeling like a giant pile of poop the other day after hospital visit BUT yesterday on my cbfm I got three bars and the egg logo which means I'm probs ovulating today! I'm so pleased I invested in cbfm, I never had a positive on other opk and temping/ checking cm was just making me more paranoid/ stressed. I found it difficult to temp at the same time each day and I don't get ewcm until just before my af (strange, I know). There is no way we would have dtd yesterday normally as I had a slight hang over BUT because of that lovely little machine we dtd in the morning and at night, we even tried again this morning but after a lot of good fun, it wasn't going to happen for dp so we've vowed to try again tonight. I know it's expensive and it's not for everyone and (phew) it is good to temp etc to understand your cycle better etc BUT in terms of ease and convenience it was defo the right choice for me.
So, after today I'll be in the 2 (or sometimes 3)ww period but at least I'm going into it knowing that we dtd around the right time and that if we want to dtd it's because we're in the mood and not because we feel we have too.
So, the sun is shining, we're off to my mum's for a party tea for the jubilee (joins Silent Mammoth's mutterings) so life seems a little better and for all we know, there may be a few of us on here already with tiny beans in our tummy- here's hoping! 