oh help, I'm going quietly mad

[HaveALittleFaithBaby]

I'm a regular in conception - kind of hoping old friends will come and hair stroke me. DH and I have been ttc for 22 months. DH has high prolactin levels which makes his sperm count low. Until we see a specialist next month we've been not trying but not, not trying iykwim.
My cycle is variable but typically 25-27 days. Today is cd29. I haven't had a 28 day cycle for over a year. Internet cheapies say bfn. Must assume it's only a matter of time before the witch comes. But I feel like crap. Anyone willing to sit and wait with me?

Sorry to read your update Have

I am sorry have good luck with the appointment.

So sorry Have I hope your bleed was implantation and it's just too early (maybe you ovulated late - do you still chart?).

Either way, good that DH's appointment is so soon and I really wish you the best of luck with TTC.

Definitely (with the pm'ing), will be in touch. X

Generic ironically enough, I stopped charting because I thought with DH's health problems there was no chance of me getting pregnant - has been nice not to wake at 6am on weekends! How much do I wish I'd charted this cycle!? I guess it's still possible I ovulated late, it was implantation and only the cheapy was sensitive enough to show a line. Alternatively, it could be an anovulatory cycle with a late and unusuallt light af. I will console myself that it's the latter and poa - cheapy- s when they arrive ignoring the nausea I'm experiencing and putting it down to the blinding headache I've got
Happoli on Saturday I have a day of pampering -eyebrows, hair and a full body massage :) I seriously can't wait!

have so sorry, at least its not lon till dhs appointment, then hopefully you can get the ball rolling.

when you do have a baby, its going to be such a lucky baby to be wanted so much im sure your going to be wonderful parents.

enjoy your spa treatments.

Sod's law that you stopped charting! Well, it certainly sounds like it could be a late ov leading to implantation bleeding. I do hope so - I second Carrie - you will be a marvellous mother and I hope you don't have to wait too much longer. Deffo try another cheapy just to be sure and enjoy your pampering!

Aww you guys will make me blub :)

Oh Have sorry. It's so cruel that you still don't really know what has happened. I'm still brooking for you though. I think it's sensible to wait until the cheap pee sticks and to think of it as anovulatory so as not to get too disappointed. I'm v glad your DH's appointment is soon.

Big hugs x

I am really, really disappointed for you lovely.I think go with the stupid riculous concept of an anovulatory cycle but I will hold onto the glimmer of hope and venture down the path to madness with you... xxx