Hello ladies, I feel like I have been away a long time and need to sneak back in! But actually I was away for the weekend only. I thought I had posted before I went; but now I remember I was using the App on my phone, and then it rang, which annoyingly deletes everything you have drafted, so I gave up. I?m trying to catch up on the phone so the comments below are probably all over the place! Apologies in advance for anyone I've missed.
Welcome back purple. LOL at the extra-long cheerleading. I?ll join in 
. I know what you mean about the TTC madness. I think if I didn?t have my hobby (yes pout sorry for being mysterious, I think it would out me too much!) then I would be in a pit of despair too. As it is, I swing between wanting a BFP sooo much, and then slightly wishing I didn?t get one quite yet as I have plans!
Did I say hello to Florin last time, I can?t remember. But hello anyway
Interesting about the vitamins changing cycle length. Would it be safe to make the assumption that it would only happen if you had a shortage of a certain vitamin in the first place? I?ve been taking Sanatogen ones recently (multi-vit plus folic acid), but for the 3 months before it was just folic acid, I can?t say I?ve noticed much difference in my cycles.
I?m glad you got your referral Izzy - any idea when you will get the appointment? Although you are probably on your holidays. :)
Re looking for a new job, I was the same when we started TTC. I got offered an interview for another company and turned it down due to the maternity pay issues. Ironically of course I?d have been there at least a year by now so I would have qualified anyway, but there you go, hindsight is a wonderful thing. Euro I too am very meh about my current job, but to be honest I know changing it won?t change much. We?ve had a tough year one way or another, and I don?t reckon I?m going to feel fully positive about life again until I get that BFP. That?s not to say I?m sitting around moping, but there is a bit of a shadow hanging over me all the time, like Joycep said. I do fun stuff, I laugh at funny things, but I know it is only on the surface.
Sorry about your ex Skelly that?s rubbish :( Sorry too about your friend?s announcement Madness although that?s good you have had a talk with her now. Of course we don?t wish what we are going through on anyone, but on the other hand it?s nice to know that someone in RL had problems, but has succeeded :) I do sometimes wish I had someone to share this with in RL, but I don?t know who I?d choose to discuss it with, and I don?t really want anyone to know. Fingers crossed your symptoms are not AF symptoms at all.
Hope you are starting to feel better pout. I know it?s hard to imagine being pregnant. I?m beginning to wonder though if we need to give ourselves a swift kick up the behind and start being more positive (if only it were that easy!). My ?evidence? for this is that I noticed our most recent graduate Biscuits was also on the ?brook no argument? thread. Maybe it?s time we gave our ovaries a Stern Talking To. In the meantime, remember we WILL get that little bundle of pukey crying pink cuteness. It?s just some of us earn them rather more 
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wine I am very sorry about your rabbit. I?ve lost a couple of animals this year, and just last night my mum let me know she?d just had to have one of her cats put down. My animals are without doubt my family, I have howled over their loss, and I completely understand :(
In other news, fairly sure I was ovulating last night. Having been away we?d not SWI since Thursday night, but yesterday I had very distinct sharp OV pains, so OH was lured to the bedroom despite his protestations of being too tired. Fingers crossed the swimmers are making their way up to the healthy newly launched egg, they?ll get on brilliantly, choose to be BFF, and I?ll be being sick on Christmas day too .