Moon you poor brave lovely, my heart totally goes out to you, its just so hard, you deserve a BFP so very much and you will get one sweetheart, you will... September is nearly here and remember us ladies that have been with you every step of your journey, will be with you every step through your announcement, pregnancy, birth, and beyond, and we will be rejoicing and celebrating beyond belief! Keep the faith, hard as it maybe, I'm sending a hug with an extra squeeze of strength to help you survive these hard few days of false smiles and aching heart.. x
Curly hon, the way those little sticks can twist your emotions eh? Crap for you, but it will happen, curly girl was sooooo worth the wait after all! 
For those of us that have been trying but not trying 
a BFN determines how badly or not we really want it doesn't it? In your case I don't think you're in denial anymore! Before my last pregnancy 
i had a few BFNs i actually felt a bit relieved about, think as soon as Summer turned 1, i knew i was ready...
Vjay hope you're feeling ok as you can about tomorrow? As usual the build up to any anxiety inducing event is usually worse than the event itself.... Have you a little treat planned for afterwards? Big hand squeeze if you're needing one today..
Strawberry loving it! Understanding totally, but secretly missing your alter ego!
Barbie really feel for you having to endure all this stress, so not needed, on a plus side would be so lovely to finally meet and get our girls together, Kingston really close to me, and I can vouch for Kingston hospital cos me and my dad were both born there!
Neeko sweet lady, so glad M enjoyed her first day at school, that's gotta help the whole heartwrenching process massively, you must of been so proud! 
at your wedding dress though! OMG! Gonna check mine now... oh and thanks again lovely... x
Blue so you're all ready to roll with your little baby becoming a big boy tomorrow? Nice you have someone to go with, I'm sure there will be proud tears nonetheless! I haven't pushed speaking to my consultants tbh, but will be, I'm going to ask for steroids in a future pregnancy, they are given for natural killer cells and will dull my overactive immune system, also, if I'm pregnant again in the next few months, the treatment we had should cover us, if it takes a while, we will have more treatment, but if that fails (god forbid) we won't do the treatment again.. So, we do have a plan, albeit a self made one, however as the next pregnancy will be my 7th, think I'm the best qualified for plan making! Definitely straight back on it though, in fact had intense ovulation pain at the weekend, so we avoided sex as def need an AF first, but that may well mean I'm ovulating again while we're on hops!
We conceived our 3rd in the same place so you never know!
Buddha have you confirmed to the hospital you are going for the op yet and made your plan? Once Bs on tge road to recovery will you be joining the growing number of us on the reinforced small pants bench?
Louey any smiles yet? I'm sure there just round the corner but they are so momentary at that age you could just be missing them!
Well luckily on saturday it turned into the most beautiful afternoon with blue skies and warm sunshine so i got to wear my summery little dress and strappy heels after all! Had a great time strolling along the south bank and Summer absolutely loved all the street performers, especially the big bubble making man! We all pigged right out after, it was fab!