Emmsys weebling onwards and upwards into summer.

[VJay]

Here we are a new spruced up greenhouse

I wrote you a post last night lovely moon but had had several and must have forgot to press post it.
no wonder you are finding it so hard at the moment (I was of course vastly more poetic last night - not) and we need to keep our beady eyes on you too lovely so just you keep checking in .xx

Intrigued intrigued strawberrythief- mermaid, vjay????

Blummin washout here in London, was meant to be 24° and sunny instead its raining cats and dogs.... Are delaying our trip up town til later in the hope of a sunny evening, if not we shall just don wellies and raincoats, not quite the summery cute dress and sandals id planned!

Who the heck is strawberry??? Am I missing something???

Have been lurking but just so busy...just not packing who still have no news..ho hum. I don't know what the heck is going on, one minute we are taking pictures to put on the Dubai version of eBay to sell the things we don't need the next we are planning on which bedroom and new bed to put dolly into confused muchly!

There is so much depending on the move back to the uk, that if one little thing doesn't work out the whole thing will crumble and be a no no. Least not the money situation, the pay cut is huge and the rent is crippling around the areas which suit us....just a few more weeks playing this waiting game and we should know.

4ever I'm so glad that your cheeky little girl is giving you the strength to keep going, she sounds so adorable, I am really looking forward to meeting you both if / when we come back. Sorry the weather is ruining your plans this weekend.

moon keep posting here, we all understand and can hold your hand through this next difficult week with your sister, roll on the date that you Get some answers for yourself and can charge forward with your plan.

monkey it's been far too long since I spoke to you last, thinking of you often....I hope you are ok?

So much more to write but I'm out of time for now, promise more soon xxx

My guess is curly. It reads like a curly post

I'd even wager a tenner on it

bugger this could have been fun and i have just messaged you all

i'll have that tenner

my sisters waters have broken, shes in hospital now. have just spent the afternoon with my mum and somehow managed to keep it together. i dont think i'll be around much now.

big hugs to everyone

Big hugs to you moon I know how hard this must be.

strawberry I had you sussed before you sent the message. T'was the that gave it away, not that I'm calling you an alkie or anything

Just a quickie, am watching BB (yes, I know...) LOVED the return of X-Factor, especially Gary Barlow.

moon [[[[[[[hug]]]]]]] and a while we are at it. wish we had a crystal ball for you moon, but I always remember 4ever being at her total witts end and then little s coming along and barbie with her mad cycles and somehow moon you will get your dream. if you are not around much i will occasionally lob a message at ya xx

louey no i think it was the food references more

Hello all. I've been struggling getting a minute - or rather the 5hr period I need to catch up properly - to write a post but here I am anyway and reading through I'm getting sleepy so perhaps tonight will not be the night either

Who is this strawberry??? its not me... I don't think anyway

brave 4ever I've been thinking about you lots. I'm glad that you are weebling on. It was so fab to see you for our lunch. You did amazing and Summer is even more gorgeous than she was. I loved seeing our two little ones share lunch and chat I hope that things are ever onward and upward from here. You have had too much sadness for one lovely soul xxx

It was so good to finally meet the gorgeous monkey too who despite having travelled over that day with the very cute C was remarkably cool and collected. I'm so sorry I had to rush off. I could have stayed there all day chatting xxx

Really getting sleepy now and I'm sorry not to catch up with all of you but massive hugs to moon please check in when you need to chat my lovely. It's rough as hell when you are really happy for someone close to have a little baby but just want so badly for it to be you xxx

Bug waves to vjay and Blue and mermaid and cupcake and Barbie and louey and I've missed loads of people I know I'm sorry

Massive congrats to Gracie I'm late too this month but not daring to hope as it has happened a few times recently and every time that bloomin AF arrives I'm a wee bit hopeful though I'm lying I can't help myself

I forgot lovely Buddha and lots more I'm sure. So hope that e's op goes well. It sounds like the best way forward bit must be worrying. Big hugs lovely and sorry for not being around with more of them xxx

7.50am, have fed O and everyone else is still asleep .

Curly - eeeeek! Are you going to test? (I have no willpower whatsoever when it comes to testing.)

Hiya, loving the new name thief

moon please try and stick around so we can help you. I know it seems easy for me to say how much I understand because I've got my babes BUT I do, I understand the depth of despair you are feeling. It is a normal reaction. But what we can do is talk about YOUR plan, what's happening next month with the clomid etc. We can stay positive for/with you. Please let us help

Thankyou for your kind messages about ajay and the dreaded nuts. It's on Tuesday and I know he'll be fine, dh is off so he will be with us. The letter says he may be in hospital all day and he can't eat anything past nine am, so that in itself should be fun

Right better see where the monkeys are, I can hear cbeebies on already!

Test woman!!!

Meant to say 4ever your reference to 'raining cats and dogs' made me chuckle, that was one of the first literal mistakes I made with cjay, he looked up in the sky and looked for the cats and dogs , he gets it now, but there have been many others. One of the many funny sides of autism.

Morning louey

I've just seen the pm and I'm liking the new name strawberry

vj you are always such a bad influence

Forgot to wave to lovely Sabs We will have to do another lunch in sept. We've got lots to catch up on x

Test cupcake...come on!!!!!

Morning girls x

this is all getting confusing poor cupcake she is always getting put on the bench!
morning barbie you ok lovely?

I'm fine thank you strawberry...
Still no news this end, a waiting game for sure.
It's bloody hot and I'm drained even thing about doing something, but I should do something with dolly.

paint colours anyone? been over to look on diy - yawn.

bedroom, north facing, high ceilings, wood floor. No pink and no flowers and no wallpaper ever, ever again are only rules dh has laid down.

think i may have to do a mood board thing like what blue done.

moon nearly forgot, how are you this morning, please let us know you are ok thinking of you masses lovely lady.

theif what about a pale warm green then accessorise with some darker greens. Green is calming. Me I have passionate dark red

Can't spell thief sorry.

curly well?????

I love mint greens and duck egg blue and French grey... You definitely need a bluedboard strawberry

vj I'm warning you no more naughtiness. I'm pretty sure I couldn't have got pregnant on day 16 (could I??) it was day 11 with curlygirl

barbie are u starting rumors about cupcake tut tut

moon I hope you are okay lovely xxx