isn't it annoying? vol.2

[Bexamundo]

So the last thread disappeared so here's the deal: I realised it's really annoying to drive yourself mad wondering if you're pg during the 2ww. Newbies welcome!

Grr bfn!! What is going on?! Temp still.high!!!!

How many days is that now? That sucks m'love

Cd26. Am either 17dpo or 13! Happily more comfy in giant bra today :)

glad you are more comfy today, hope you get an answer either way soon!

Interesting that your temp is still high, faithbaby! Keep testing. Fingers crossed for good news soon. Megaboobs sound good, anyway. Are they still sore?

Princess, do you suffer from depression? Sorry to hear you're feeling low, sweetheart. Any brighter today?

CD53 and counting...

I feel rough! Tired, queasy, Ibs playing up. Ah cynicism kicking in "maybe I am ill not upduffed hence the high temps"?! Boobs are still big but not as tender. just prodded to check. Yes, still tender, but not screamingly as before. Time will tell. Best go do work now lunch is over and stop thinking about it.

Ok, another day over and still no period. I don't even feel like I'm about to start. This is ridiculous!

What I really want to do is go to the doctor and say that I need a pregnancy blood test as I am clearly one of the people for whom urine sticks don't work. But the doctor will look straight at my history of random cycles and tell me to bugger off. At what point could I reasonably ask her advice? Or can I do that at all now, now she's passed me to a consultant??

Have you poas today? I do think.this warrants GP attention. Surely they will humour you enough to do a blood test?! Regardless of waiting for a gynae appt. I know you're irregular but this us almost a week.longer than your normal.cycle now.
Temp still up. Didn't feel like poas for inconclusive result. Will leave it til.tomorrow. looks like another day in limbo land for me!

Not today, but I am planning to tomorrow, when it will be 10 days longer than last cycle.

Has your DP had his second sperm test yet? Mine has just been to the doctor and been given a little kit with instructions. I was staying at a friend's last night so will see it later. I am fascinated!

Still no af here either, mild cramps on and off for the past 2 days, can't wait until doctors so will be poas (a in this instance is another) tomorrow. Normal af cramps come 1 day before & v intense. Boobs seem to be back to normal BUT still metal taste.

I have a crap immune system so wondering how long flu could be in my system before symptoms and in turn stopping af?

faith How long have u been trying to loose weight? I lost nearly 1 1/2 stone from jan to mar, then put 7lb back on :(, I WILL be going to the gym today.

Stayed at my parents last night, had to bite my tounge a few times about all this, only 2 people (and you) know, I would like to tell my bestie but she is going through her own problems right now. Wanted to ask how many people (if any) u tell u r going to be poas?

Also caught up on Glee the other night, cried the WHOLE way through the funeral episode, literally sobbing, had to change my pj top it got so wet!!!

Ummm can't think of positive note to end....

I sometimes avoided even telling OH I was going to be POAS as I felt he'd end up getting annoyed with me. Don't tell anyone else.

I'm finding it quite difficult at the mo to stay on top of my threads, so much going on and not enough time.

still waving my pom poms and banner for you all but have people coming over shortly and still in my pj's so no time to catch up today. Will try to pop back on tonight to see how everyone is.

No one knows I am going to POAS! Not even dp, usually. Otherwise he might realise how insane I really am, and start to think it might be better not to mingle genes with me for the next generation! I just unload all my obsessive wondering on here.

Faith and CLS, you sound utterly in the wars, the pair of you. Hope you both feel better soon.

I usually tell DH about every other one! Not about the crazy afternoon or post af (what if that was implant.bleeding?) Ones. Oh and usually you.guys. told dsis once I.thought I was, the pressure to poas early was intense! Now only tell her when af arrives. I feel ok now but was sick after breakfast! (Positive note to end in). Clearly up the duff!

Okay decided then, I will poas tomorrow morning, not telling anyone.

I suppose if it is was BFP I would tell DP anyway, I would probably tell u first though! He likes his lay ins, esp Sat morning!!

Have had a very nervous sickly feeling all morning & afternoon as I have now also decided im clearly pg...

Spotting again .

Stopped again

Argh spotting on and off still. Tmi warning: thick.cm at one point, spotting is brown. Spotting on Wed was pink. DH is out with work colleagues. I am.driving myself mad!!!

Hmm, sounding positive to me faithbaby. When you testing next?

Testing in morning deffo. Obsessive looking at charts on FF! Off to read my 'positive life' book in a nice warm bath.

Ah that's better. You know how I feel? Like I'm in a competition, they announced 3rd and 2nd place and I'm sitting waiting with the drum roll going and when they announce the winner I've either won or not even placed. I dunno even know when they will announce it!

Temp drop, medium af has started :( didn't bother testing.

:( faith.

Another bfn here, despite having POAS on day sodding 55, in the middle of being sick this morning. Though that could have been the v rich dinner of course.

On the positive side, at least the vomiting will have helped with ttc diet.