Was it driving you both crazy like it is us Tanif? We've been on annual leave for a couple of weeks but I've still been up at 7am every morning, DH not impressed.
Well I've just gone and dashed all my hopes. I was checking cm and have ewcm. I actually got a little excited because I've never noticed this before only at ov time so I went and googled. It seems it's very likely in the couple of days before af. It's the watery surface of the womb starting to shed caused by an estrogen surge
I was so sure it was going to be this month. I drank grapefruit, took my vits with the all the superduper extra goodies like L-Arginine and blah blah, used the passion-killing preceed, raised my ass on pillows, gave myself dead legs trying to keep them in the air, drank decaff, bd til we got sick of the sight of eachother, prayed with a scrunched up face, and a million other crazy ttc military-like tactics and all for nothing.
I just know DH or my mum, who knows we're ttc will try to say something helpful like relax, stop thinking about it so much but FFSAAAAAAAKE! I'm so mad I'm obviously PMTing like crazy.
The worst thing is that now I'll spend the next few days searching google for a pg woman somewhere, anywhere who had it too but was pg just to keep the hope alive and then like a horrible, nasty, expected but most unwelcome bitch, AF will arrive to have a right ol' cackle at my expense once again. 