Cep sorry to here ds has had another bad night. Maybe a gate would be a good idea? I remember a while back 2 colleagues were discussion how they?d had to be tough and had to leave their dc crying in the bedroom at night, rather than going in. I remember it was really hard for them, but like you they were being kept up at all hours. I think it took a few nights, but it worked in the end. I know I sounds cruel though?.
chole So glad you are being re-referred. About time. If they have such a sh*t reputation why did they you refer you there in the first place though?? How come you are thinking about not taking the clomid next month? Just thinking you?ll take a month off while waiting for referral? It?s a good sign that you don?t know where you are up to in your cycle. It means you have other positive things going on which have distracted you. Really glad you are enjoying the vet work, you sound so happy. Although ((Big Hugs)) for you too, as your mc story was so sad and touching. I?m sorry you have had to go through it all.
bump I am so sorry about your oh ((hugs)) but what everyone else has said already is right, they just don?t understand in the same way. My dh was very upset at our mc himself but he got over it much much quicker than I did. He just wanted things to be fixed, and would forget about things I had said, or little key dates, that to me were very important and for a while I just didn?t feel I could talk to him as he didn?t get it. But its important to keep talking, and to try and get him to understand. blackkat shared a link with us a while back. It was quite a bit after my mc and it took dh a while to read it (which of course made me 
) but he did say it was helpful and he wished he?d had it closer to the mc. Maybe it will help your oh understand a bit more? have a look and navigate the pages on the left.
really I am so sorry you are feeling so low. As I said to bump I did the same thing, shutting my dh out after my mc. It took me about 6 weeks to really open up but when I did it really helped. He understood better and I stopped feeling angry at him. Somehow it also helped me move to the next stage of my grief, maybe it was talking about it properly. Until then I don?t think I?d really accepted it. I think chloe and yrmotb have given great advice already. Just don?t be too hard on yourself honey. To everyone else it was ages ago, but to you its still so raw, so don?t feel rushed into feeling ok - I?ve been there and it really only makes it harder. Just allow yourself to be sad and wollow if you need to (but not forever mind 
). Anyone who has been through it understands how hard it is. (((hugs)))
oils you sound like you are in a much happier place I am so pleased for you, although very 
for your dh. I always felt bad for my dh during the mc as everyone ? even his mum ? would always me checking on me, but not him. I think its so hard for them as they thing they need to be strong for us. I think its good for him to let it out.
yrmotb baby sheep sound soooooo cute!!!
mels do you want to come around an clean my sh*t hole house?? 
Right, really gotta get going to the dentist!