louey Sorry i haven't been back on since the weekend, ended up going away for a couple of days. Got back and came straight on to check how you were doing. Sorry that the monitoring has led you to be booked in tomorrow, 
but I am pleased that they are keeping your precious baby safe and that soon you will be holding your baby. 
These couple of extra days to get your head round the change of plan and to get prepared will hopefully have helped a little, though can completely understand your worries and fears. I so hope everything goes really well for you tomorrow. Great that you have got childcare sorted for your Dt's and will have one less thing to worry about. Will be thinking of you tomorrow and of your DT's becoming big brothers! x
vjay Glad that the wedding was nice, but it was overshadowed by your sister, i am not on the email list, but PM me if you feel up to it. So sorry about your friend too Did she have any children? You're right it does put life in to perspective. for Cjay too to have lost his Godmother too, must have been a really special lady for you to have picked her to be his Godmother
pfj So hope that you do go to the Doctors and get some answers. Sorry that this is yet another s* month and that you have had to go through this 10 times 
Now is the time to get to the bottom of it and not put yourself through this anymore. Give Jack an extra cuddle and then pick up the phone and make an appointment x
cupcake Your photo shoot sounds like it went really well, would love to see the pics on here when you get them! Operation birthday cake sounds like it is going well, though have to agree, surely it should be a large cupcake in our honour?! 
Barbie Oh god, i felt bad when i joked that you shouldn't say you were bored or else... and then I saw you had had such a bad night 
But, felt better when i saw the next night was much better Dress gorgeous, can't see how you have 1stone to lose though, unless you are going for the transparent look? 
4ever sounds like you had an amzing birthday with summer, hope you have a fab day tomorrow showing of your, now not so little, bundle of joy
moon Sorry that the appointment has brought your feelings to a head, completely understandable. The 'why me?' feeling can be overwhelming sometimes and makes you look at what everyone else seems to have and make it all the more harder to move on towards a goal which seems so far away, yet in reality can be just around the corner. I can only echo all the advice on here to go on to the ttc boards, give yourself some time and the right to be upset. x
BQ We need an update I want to know, in no particular order, how you are feeling, when you are due, any names picked out, birth plan, how you are feeling now you are mat leave, any jobs still left to do, how you have decorated the baby's bedroom, how big is your bump, etc etc the list is endless
lbm Whenever you pop on and say things are manic, I always have visions of you, Mary Poppins style, with all your children around you tidying and sorting I have no idea why i think that!
monkey If all the Emmsy's hopes for this 3rd try to work for you could be harnessed, we could probably power a small country. I so want it to be 3rd time lucky for you and will keep everything crossed. A half term relaxing can't harm either Hope you enjoyed your family day.
curly Sounds like a busy week ahead for you!
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blue Do I detect a hangover after your birthday weekend, need more details please when you get chance! preferably incriminating photos
Things good here, didn't end up attempting to go shopping a headache I had (maybe they are caching on the thread?!) got worse and couldn't face it. But, have had a lovely unplanned few days away. DS has been gorgeous and loved being away, asked if he could live in a hotel. I wish