Feck off with your babydust - The hut of gl/doom, home of inadequate reproduction

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ok, so the hut disappeared so I decided to open a new one. tis a 20's style gin joint!

Af started so ninja I sympathise. Drinking wine as giving up after Easter although don't know why. Am 38 clearly unlikely to get pregnant again and certainly not keep it.

The panic attacks sound awful- I hadnt realised they had a cycle but peob no less terrifying for that.

Work review today- went ok, like my boss who couldn't have kids- was sympathetic without being ott re mcs etc . Went up a lot in my estimation as not a lot of people know what to say but I guess that comes of habit been through it. Shame as is often the way she would have made a fantastic mum

sleazy, never say never. You sound very down on yourself, how are you today?

Have decided to really spend a few months totally going for it in the ttc stakes as last few months it was getting to be a bit like we couldn't be bothered. I have now decided to shag from day 8 to day 18 if I can manage it, although prob every other night unless its really fertile time. Poor dp, it must be like living with a slightly demented person.

Lol ninja! Dh had agreed to.similar, swi every other day and using what shall be termed 'the alternative method' or AM with his producing the goods and using a syringe! We never have sex that often and the pressure hasn't helped matters. Still holding out a tiny.flicker of hope for this cycle, evil witch due in 7 days. Feel like crap, nausea for last 3 days and have been sick. Also been told I look tired. I feel shattered! Resisting urge to poas early! Hmm just tried to spell early with a u...like 'urly', can't be good!

have been reading your other thread bex, you sound right poorly! Am really feeling you!
How's the syringe working out for you? I haven't managed to get dp to agree to that yet. But I do like the idea on nights when I'm knackered and trying to get myself in the mood, that would be sooooo much easier.

I suggested it half joking and was amazed when he agreed! Not true it yet, waiting for next month. Need to shop online for equipment!
I'll be quite annoyed when.af arrives (as she always does!) Having felt so rough!

but af might not arrive bex, its got to happen for one of us sooner rather than later!

I know, just can't get hopes up after so many times of it not happening. Makes ne want to cry at the thought! :s

aw love i know! I veer between being overly positive about it to being a weeping mess. wish i could have a blokes point of view about it sometimes. Would make life much easier.

Hmm FF has changed it mind and decided af is due tomorrow. No temp drop below cover line today though. So my big decision is: when do I poas?!

BFN :(

Morning all, how are we all today?

Morning all, how are we all today?

Am good thanks bex, how are you? Sorry for your bfn.
Just waiting to see if ds is going to throw up his breakfast at the mo. Got home from work yesterday to be greeted by a pile of sick on the doorstep. Nice.

Otherwise we'll meet some friends for a picnic. What a gorgeous day!

Hmm hope he is better for picnic! I've been sick every day for 3 days and no af so going to sit on hands and test Tuesday when af would be due on a normal cycle!

Poor you that sucks. But yes sit on your hands till af arrives. Hope you get some time off over easter and stop feeling sick long enough to enjoy it

Ah happily feeling ok.now. have long weekend but Dh is working today keeping self busy cleaning nursery spare room which mover got tacklef after the rewire. Lots of stuff to easy so happy it's nice weather to get stuff dry!

It's oh so quiet...

So it's been very quiet over the weekend, hope it's because everyone's having so much fun!
Update for me. Am cd27, usually 27 cycle but last two were 26. Have had 17 temps above coverline (eek!) but got bfn this am. If temp still up will test again in am. If it drops, will assume it's game over. Am being sick everyday and feel shattered. If not upduffed, will be going to Gp to investigate this. Trying to be positive but not over excited (yeah I'm blatantly getting carried away!).

Hi, I've been avoiding the whole TTC forum in a bid to stop me being quite so obsessed, and it's helped so far this month. Good luck for a BFP tomorrow, it certainly sounds very hopeful x

Grr bfn this am. Temp dipped and now FF has decided I probably didn't ovulate at all this cycle!! Aargh! We weren't even really trying this month but the sex we did have appeared to be around the time I 'ovulated' so along with 17 high temps I naturally had my hopes up. Now I have to contend with the prospect of two cycles with no clear ovulation pattern! Raaaaaah!
Af hasn't even arrived yet, just want it over with so we can really go for it this cycle!

ninja- how's DS feeling now?

he's good thanks bex, he was randomly sick on monday night but thats it so i wonder if it was the heat? other than that we were basically out all weekend so was v enjoyable.
how are you today? was your temp up or down? I'm guessing it must be driving you mad! If you don't get your bfp then I think you should go to the docs and see what it could be thats making you poorly.

i've just read your other thread update, sorry ertd got you.

Interestingly not been sick since temp.dropped, maybe it's psychological. Suffering pain wise but ok emotionally. Always next month hey?!
Glad Ds is better.

I still think you should get checked out, seems odd that building up to af makes you feel so rotten that is has made you sick. And yes, make your dh a busy man next month! What bloods have you had done? I remeber you saying you day 21 came back just under 30? Is that right? Have you had day 3 tests too?