arrrrrggggggghhhhhhh my head feels like it's wrapped in bubble wrap! what day is it?, where is the tv remote?, did i remember to put knickers on?????
Honestly my mind is a jumble, even forgot it was ramadan out walked out of the shop which had to be right opposite a mosque, drinking and eating a sugar free (get me and my diet!) sweet, people stood looking at me like this
whoops!
I cant go on like this much longer, im a mess! Took dolly to another doctor yesterday, she is whinging all the time and had spots on her back, thought she had the pox....turns out to be heat rash 
The new doctor said she was outstanding in the development stakes and thinks she is just hungry
Have been told to feed her solids 3x plus and give her some solid at the 10pm wake...he thinks because she is snacking so much on my boobies the fatty milk isnt being produced so that means me milk isn't even good enough for her now
im a failure aren't i??? Im sitting here crying, there is only so many times i can convince myself that tonight will be a better night....but enough about me, ill be ok, and yes its just a phase and its normal to be ever so
at 4ever and her sleeping baby 
i will survive.... i will....and
there im better already!
monkey christmas, really, already...yikes i had better sort some plane friendly gifts out, might even just order every thing on line, all pre wrapped to be delivered to the uk...voile, christmas all done!
ps, are you sure you dont want a trip to dubai to help me a have holiday??? 
mermaid how you doing my lovely, my struggles are nothing in comparison to some of you, makes me feel so bad for moaning
hope the muzzle is lifting and you are slowly seeing the light at the end of the tunnel...
mls i had no idea you were still unwell
i hope you feel better again soon, imps and elves is great isnt it? dd has the introducing me....top and bottoms, way too small now of course but it was sooo cute at the time.
I lurve your art work, i am very arty myself, A in gcse, just wish i had time to do it...do you trace the print on canvas or is it all totally free hand? (nosey emotion) Dh and i might order one of dolly, just deciding where we would put it if we did 
cupcake didnt see your bro, but when i finally get a few mins to myself i will watch on catch up tv....tell your friend im here until the 26th of this month so can meet her before then if she wants a quick low down of dubai before i leave...
4ever im v
but also very happy for you, you are too nice to dislike ha ha
Glad dd loves her crib.....
louey i have voted again and have made dh do it too....yeah come on sister!!! Lovely house by the way, is she in the states? oh and gorgeous nieces 
vjay come on, i need your support....repeat after me...we will not be fat, we will not be fat
im craving sugar big time but as an incentive to lose weight im going to treat myself to this because i will look like her one day! totally 80's but white blazers are so chic right now
and it hates the muffin top!
yikes i have to go, Dolly is standing doing the splits
back soon and sorry about the self indulgent bit above 
Oh eid mubarak to sabs
Love to blue i will post to you soon oh wise one...
welcome back to mrskate
And hugs to all that needs them..
Im off.....