I got myself up and moving early this morning, even though it was a bad night's sleep (DH snoring, wind howling, and me too hot as well). But I made myself move once the alarm went off - I didn't go to the gym as I had half planned (I intend going to a new yoga class tomorrow morning, very early, so that will get me started on exercise, my tummy is a bit upset this morning) - but I did go to the coffee shop and make out all of my lists (HGP started yesterday, so I did my weekly lists for that).
Over the weekend, I managed to get a fair amount of sorting and decluttering done, as well as had some fun with DH and DD (climbing walls on Saturday after collecting DH at airport, and then an extended family gathering for my Dad's family yesterday, which was nice and relaxed).
Today, I am feeling positive after having a black dog hanging over me for the past 3 weeks or so. I ended up blubbing, very quietly but properly blubbing, during the mass at the family gathering yesterday (one uncle is a priest, so we started with a mass to celebrate our grandparents' lives - this was the first whole family gathering since Grandmother died just over 4 months ago, so uncle was remembering them well, and I ended up starting because of that and bright sun in my eyes, and just lots coming to the surface). But I was able to get myself together before the mass ended so that was ok. And as we are now into the autumn and back into routines, I think that is helping me too - we are over the transition period again, DD was in much better form, and I am making progress on a number of fronts with different things. I am finished antibiotics and feeling physically better (not perfect yet, but better). And I stood up to 1 DSis yesterday, and called her out on doing something "on behalf of us all" before asking if we wanted to (I had already given a gift to the person in question on her birthday but I was asked, as they drove to the event, if I wanted to be part of a "siblings" gift to relative 4 months after the event, expectation that I would cough up money towards what was already bought, and provide a card as that hadn't been thought of, but sure Biddy has a great drawer full of cards!! She will rescue us!).
And of course, DH is home, so he's giving out about the state of chaos that the house is in (although I had made some progress on it), but also doing a lot of sorting too himself.
So, today is "Oh what a beautiful morning!!" sort of day.