Princess, you come across as pampered for several reasons, not least because you say the community team are 'refusing' to see you, when in actual fact it is a policy, not a personal slight. You refer to posters as tiresome, and generally seem to believe you know better than the many posters who have actually gone through the experience.
I'm an NHS professional and will defend the healthcare we receive in this country very strongly. Free healthcare to all at the point off need.
Did I have a tough birth experience previously? Funny you should ask that. A friend is in being induced now, she seems to be having a tough time. I have had two amazing birth experiences. I've been pondering prior to this thread what would happen if I had to have a cs with this my third and last pg and I would feel I think, bereft. On some level, aside from the pain etc I enjoy giving birth. The idea of never having another baby and labour left me feeling very sad.
The only time I would say I'd suffered from neglect was when my child was ill as a baby and again as a toddler. Certainly not during the birthing process.
I also note you haven't referenced your authors as you said you would, which, along with your provocative language makes me wonder if others who believe you not to be genuine are correct.
If not, well, wisdom comes from the wisdom of others. You would do well rather than decide on perhaps, medicalised papers written by medical practitioners who only usually see complicated births, that a C section is certainly the route for you, to seek opinions from those who have actually experienced both sides and take a more holistic view of the situation.