I don't even know why I'm writing this, I just need a vent. 11 year old ds has asd and anxiety. Today is his last day of primary school. This morning my house has literally been turned upside down and trashed. I have holes in doors that I can't afford to replace (I rent) he's pushed me into the work top, punched me in the stomach, tried to break my arm and thrown hard objects into the back of my head. School has to take his sibling as it wasn't safe here...
This is because I wouldn't give him him tablet. They aren't allowed them before school. He went on it whilst I was in the shower and I knew he was anxious and sad about today and the tablet is always his 'go To' to distract. Repeatedly told him in warnings when he had to get dressed. Wouldn't get dressed so I took tablet away. Then this all kicked off.
I left his dad when they were babies because of DV. That was a long time ago. If he was an adult, I wouldn't be expected to put up with this but because 'it's change' and 'oh it's to be expected' I just have to suck it up.
What hurts most is he CAN be a lovely lovely boy. But when this devil raises his head makes me want to give up 