Hi everybody, hope you are all well.
I haven't posted on here for ages but have been lurking! Since I started mat leave i actually appear to have LESS time
I am so so so happy for those who have had their babies. So exciting to read the stories and I'm so pleased all mummys and littl ones are well.
I'm not going to bore you all with stuff going on since i last posted since its been forever! However, my first due date is tomorrow (I have 3 of them and NHS is 'willing' to work by my final date - 6 april - to give best chances of vbac) and after 3 weeks of constant clary sage, lavendar, jasmine, caulophyllum, gelsemium, raspberry leaf, birth ball bouncing, sex, blow jobs (tmi and really does NOT help the acid ingigestion!!!)and walking i have kind of given up!!!! Had a scare on tues when my midwife thought baby turned breech - hee hee. it finally put things into perspective when i thought i may need an elcs as suddenly realised i really wouldn't mind! i just want it to be here and be healthy and if i don't get my vbac then its really not the end of the world i suppose!
anyway baby wasn't breech so not sure what the hell she was on but the cons i saw (not my usual) didn't seem too positive i'd give birth naturally! thanks for the vote of confidence!! decided to just wait and see now, for the first time in weeks i feel really relaxed about the whole thing and a bit 'hipy' and 'go with the flow-ish'!!!
sorry to rabbit on about me me me after saying i wasn't going to but it seemed like a short story before i started typing!!!!
vs, am so sorry to hear about your doppler results and i will keep my fingers crossed that baby comes before the 8th. i think u are the most knowledgable person that i know on natural ways of bringing on labour etc so i'm sure any of the methods you are trying are well researched including the castor oil. u never know it may even work in a few days time when ur body is more ready. as i said i will be keeping everything crossed for you.
scorpio, am also v v sorry to hear about your nan and i hope you are ok . must be so tough for you especially at a time when u want to concentrate on being happy with your impending arrival. it seems u haven't lost your sense of humour - your face about millie not being engaged did make me smile! i know how u feel, this one keeps bobbing out of being apparently 'fully engaged' to totally free!
i'm sure there were other things i wanted to say but think this is well and truly long enough. i wanted to check in while i had the chance. i hope everyone else is well and not getting too fed up!