June Bus Graduates

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So I don’t really know what I’m doing but trying to keep the bus moving after our BFPs. Don’t know about everyone else but I feel very anxious and worried about the whole thing. I really want to be happy and celebrate but can’t just yet

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@onnaturescourse
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Don’t really have many symptoms however all my niggles seem to be in my right side which I’m a little worried about. Not pain and not really cramping just ‘niggles’ x

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I need a vent 😭

Please tell me I am being ridiculous and emotional..

Talking to MIL and she comes out with "so, do you even think you're still pregnant, or what?" referring to the threatened miscarriage I had and my viability scan which is due soon.

She knows I'm worried about it, and the impact the anxiety is having on us all while we wait on this scan, and she just said it so coldly and matter of fact - almost like she thought I'm doing it for attention.

I'm not going to react to it, or bring it up again but I just need to know if I'm justified in feeling taken aback and a little bit pissed off off.

@OnNaturesCourse Totally justified. Sounds rude & very inconsiderate. Hope you’re ok x

I am absolutely fine in regard to her comment, but at the time I was just left a bit speechless and I'm kicking myself now for not being snappier on my retort. I responded with yes, I still feel pregnant and my tests are positive so I hope I am...to a which she responded "mmmm well then."

And to top it off DP overheard and said nothing.

@OnNaturesCourse that’s awful! Don’t understand how people can be so insensitive! Hope you’re ok and everything turns out positively xx

What does ‘mmm well then’ even mean?! Is this just the way she is? Not that it’s an excuse by any means - they just sound like very odd and insensitive comments. Must have been annoying DP not saying anything when it’s his mum. Hope you don’t have too long to wait for your scan x

She can be quite cold and harsh sometimes, she's very much a just get on with it person.

Anyway, how is everyone this morning?

Dizzy and boobs hurt! Same as last time really.

I am next level exhausted today, I’m a tired person in general but this is something else, I went into the office today for the first time in a longggg time and had to leave at like 3.30 😂
Apart from some mild boob pain that’s about it today. Getting bloods back from doc tomorrow, I’m so worried :( I just want there to be a high hormone level there as I haven’t been testing.
I’ve had really bad anxiety and shortness of breath today, I hope I can learn to relax or it’s gonna be a longgg 9 months :(

I have the shortness of breath too, but I can't decided if its anxiety or something else. Feel like I need to take massive breathes to fill my lungs and stretch them. Been like that a few days now.

Plus I get really dizzy when I stand up or move too quickly.

I've had brown and pink discharge today, so my anxiety is through the roof again and my heart is thudding hard.

@OnNaturesCourse that’s exactly how I feel with the breathing. Think it might have been a bit of anxiety tho cause I’ve just woken up from a big big sleep and I feel a bit better.
Hopefully our tour discharge is nothing to worry about, I freak myself out every time I go to the loo :( when do you see your doc next?

I've got a scan on Friday afternoon. Seems ages away!

Ended up at the EPU today with back pain and cramps coupled with the brown/pink discharge.

Got bloods taken - won't know thr results until later.

They are looking to have me back tomorrow for more bloods and a scan if levels are high enough. They are concerned about eptopic.

@OnNaturesCourse - glad they have done something for you. Fingers crossed everything goes well and you have a happy and healthy pregnancy x

Just want answers now. Been going on since 4 weeks and I feel like I can't relax into this pregnancy

@OnNaturesCourse I remember, you had bleeding didn’t you early on. I wish you all the luck, I have everything crossed for you x

Yeh, it kinda dulled down to on / off spotting every few days but it was pinky last night. Woke up by backache and cramps today.

Thank you.

@OnNaturesCourse - have you heard anything from your results? I just noticed you said ‘later’ x

Hello everyone! I'm so happy to have found this thread, I'm just bursting to talk about how I'm feeling as it's so weird! Congratulations to everyone!
I'm 34 and this is my first ever bfp after 14 months of trying for our first baby. I actually just got my IVF referral a few days before the bfp 😅 i got my positove at 10 dpo, it was about half the strength of the control line which seems quite strong for only 10dpo...slightly worried about twins! Or maybe my natural cycles and fertility friend were off by a day or two 🤷‍♂️ I'm now 4 weeks 2 days 😁
Its been really reassuring to read some of your symptoms so thanks everyone.
My first symtom was that around 8/9 dpo my mood usually drastically improves, and this time it just got steadily worse. I had a tiny bit of spotting 8 dpo and that day tried to go on a walk I do regularly and really struggled with feeling week. Since then I've had weird stitch like feelings around my uterus, as well as strange cramping and the odd quite intense cramp.... But my period cramps are horrific so nowhere near as bad and that, so it doesnt feel worrying.
I can honestly say i didnt think the tiredness would feel like it does. I dont feel sleepy, just like I'm wading through treacle constantly. My brain also feels so slow. Slightly worried about going back tk work next week!
And even going up the stairs feels exhausting.
Has anyone else had bad headaches too? They feel like hangover headaches with a lot of pressure behind my eyes.
My hips, knees and lower back feel very stiff and sore like I haven't excersized in months (which i have) My heart is also racing, which is heightening some feelings of anxiety.
Definirly cant wait for the 12 week scan so have book in one for a couple of weeks time. Feeling weirdly chilled about it, which is not like me! I come to calm any anxieties with just telling myself rhat tosay i am pregnant, and thats what matters. It gives me a smile and I stop worrying about the future.
Anyway, massive ranty post over! Good luck everyone, sticky vibes all round 👍

Lol sorry, rubbish typing all round. You get the jist 😂

All sounds similar to my symptoms, I almost have to crawl up the stairs at night and my heart goes like the clappers randomly.

I got my hcg results back, at 6+4 roughly, 43700+ so they aren't worried about eptopic as much now. I'm relieved. But midwife did say it's on the high end so there's a chance of multiples. Getting a scan at end of the week to check what's going on, and to get more bloods done.

Oh and I possibly have a UTI, my results for that will be back on Thursday too

You’ve definitely been through the mill already @OnNaturesCourse hopefully multiples, would that be a good thing or no?

It would be a hard thing, but we'd manage somehow... I think!