hi ladies
hope we are well today
well... scan went well lo was fidgeting around and wouldnt keep still for them to do their measuremnts, they couldnt find my fibroid and the cyst i had has shrunk by half so theyhave signed me off consultant care and back to midwife, which is relief as was frightened they would make me have a section if it had grown.
anyway me and dp wanted find out the sex, and it looks like ours is blue flavour, i really dont mind, but think dp is a little disspaointed(he has 2 sons already) which kind of mkaes me wish we hadnt found out, if that makes sense. hes not the type to talk about it, but could tell by his face, he was expecting it though.
i feel quite hurt by his reaction as i was just glad there was a healthy baby in there, not sure if its hormones, but actuley feel quite down now, which i didnt want as its not mine or db fault, its just part of life.
sorry i didnt mean to depress youor sound selfish or only interested in the sex, like i said i dont mind but dp's, sorry im very tiredand its been a long day (waiting around and that) think ill have a cry and a lie down.