gosh what is it about today? i've just been to the GP who is worried about bloods/urine & blood pressure and is sending me to Labour ward for monitoring. agghhh. she thinks they'll induce me because i'm term. i know i'm fed up and was expecting to meet my little bundle early... but this is crazy! currently scared witless and trying to finish off the bag as the gp said she wasn't expecting to see me again without the baby! think there is something she isn't telling me.
don't know what sort of vibes i need - deffo don't want a c-section if we can help it - didn't want an epidural either but she thinks that is likely as it helps with blood pressure, then would need episiotomy and forceps as won't be able to feel to push. agghh. and haven't written a birth plan though DP knows my feelings about most things...
hopefully its all fine and i'll be back here tonight... otherwise....
am rambling. off to put birthing scripts on my ipod..better late than never.