Yeah, it's been a really tough couple of weeks over on that thread. It's soul destroying.
I had the detailed scan last time too but my eyes were so bad at that point I couldn't see the screen. DH and DM were amazed though.
We were so lucky last time, DS was perfectly healthy, I'm just paranoid that this time, as we've planned it, and really want it, we're just not going to be that lucky again.
I'm sure I'll feel a bit better after the scan.