Hi all, thought I'd give you an update before I move back to the August BFP thread.
After my clearblue test showed 1-2 weeks on Fri when I knew I should be 2-3 or 3+ weeks by that point I was really upset. Had to go to work as I had a meeting and people were travelling from the South to meet with me, but was incredibly distracted. About lunchtime I saw pink CM which fairly quickly turned to fresh red blood. Was distraught Friday afternoon. Pulled myself together for a GP app, who was lovely and made me an appointment today at the EPAU.
I knew things weren't right over the weekend. Did a few tests which were getting lighter and lighter and came to terms with miscarriage over the weekend.
Today's internal scan showed no sac. No anything. Did a blood HCG test and heard late tonight my levels are almost down to non pregnant levels. Dr said by my levels they think I miscarried last week, so very very early. The good news about that is that so far miscarriage has been relatively pain free, a few strong cramps but not much worse than general monthly pains.
I'm doing ok now. Was quite pleased to have a conclusive answer tonight even though there were a few more tears from me, and some from DH who I think only really properly took it in tonight.
We are going to get right back on it. So hopefully I'll get my sticky BFP soon enough.
Thank you for all your support that you have given me. It really made a difference to have such lovely people to talk to about everything. Good luck to you all with everything. I will check this thread around the end of March next year to hear about all your lovely little babies. Xx