I have decided my theme tune at the moment is 'Hot and Cold' (katy Perry). It describes my moods quite accurately!
I'm just so up and down, its ridiculous. And worse of all, I'm aware I'm making mountains out of molehills, but just can't help myself 
I'm a prickly monster it seems!
I nearly launched my laptop out the window this morning. I've decided enough is enough, and tomorrow, we are going out and buying a new one, and a new hoover. Both these things have been driving me crazy for months, in need of replacement, but I just couldn't justify the expensive while they still work badly. But after I tried to use the laptop to listen to my natal hypnotherapy cd this morning, and it switched itself off 6 times then refused to be turned back on for hours, I've had about enough! I just wanted to listen to the cd to help me relax and hopefully drop back off to sleep for a bit! I ended up screaming and crying at it! I don't have a CD player any more, so this was my only way of listening to it! :(
And I'm sick of losing all my posts on here every time I type something it decides to die on me!
I also ordered some glasses today. Have had the same pair for 11 years, prescription is -3. My actual prescription is -5.5. So definitely needed some new ones. I haven't even bothered wearing them for 2 years
I just wear my contacts too much instead. But I'll be needing them for those night time feeds soon, when trying to stay awake etc, or those nights of insomnia/baby won't sleep.
I feel happier now knowing these things have been done. Small things please small minds!