Messages form confuddled -
This morning - We've got more bloods and possibly a liver scan today. Hopeful we have some answers from those. Had a lecture last night about not doing enough not being committed enough because Carys lost 5g! I ended up having a panic attack but they went on an hour after that.
I'm aching all over because I went out for dinner yesterday and did too much walking. At one point I was stood on one leg in town unable to take my weight in that leg, not like the other one could really.
To put the lack of effort into context - this is all over top ups btw -
Weight gain on
22/6 30g top ups over two days 260ml
24/6 90g top ups over two days 170ml
Expected weight gain of a premature baby in the community 30-60g a week. She's almost up to birth weight after losing 10% and 22/6 being her first weight gain.
And tonight - Liver scan was clear and they looked at all her organs. Paediatrician looked at her today and said she's very poorly and wasted. She's put her on full feeds with max 15mins at the breast. I've decided to stop breastfeeding for now. She won't be interested in me even before a feed because she's not hungry enough. I'd rather put the effort into pumping and considering I'm now getting 20ml a time I'd rather save it for the bottle where she needs it most. I have got a lot in the freezer so she's only getting my milk.
Hopefully it won't take long for her to be strong enough to feed from me full time.
Shall we start a new thread as Confuddled is finding it uses all her allowance and makes it very hard work to load this thread as its so long and I imagine this is also the case for other people in hospital having babies or will be over the next few weeks. Suggestions for thread title anyone??