My son is dying

[blindspots]

This is fucking cancer. He is 2. We are only 3 months from diagnosis and we are out of active treatment options.

I hate cancer, I hate the pandemic disrupting our world and keeping us from people we love.

He has been so tough she and strong and there is nothing more they can do, the cancer just keeps coming back.

I would give everything to keep him

I am so sorry to read your heartbreaking update. It sounds as though your little boy slipped away surrounded by love.

No words are adequate. I'm so dreadfully sorry. Sending love (and prayers if you don't mind) and thinking of you and your family.

Unbelievably cruel. I'm so so sorry

So so sorry to read this @blindspots, look after yourself and be kind to yourself . Hugs

Life can deal some really cruel blows and this is horrendous. It's not right it's not fair. My heart goes out to you and your family x

So sorry for your loss. I think it's beautiful that you all washed him together, such an important ritual. You will be so glad you did that in the years to come.

I'm so sorry for your loss @blindspots

I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. He sounded like a lovely lovely little brave boy. I'm so sorry xx

I am so sorry 💐

My deepest sympathies to you and your family. I am so terribly sorry your beautiful boy has passed. Holding you all close 💙.

So sorry.💐

Oh blindspots, words fail me

I’m so sorry 💐 No words are enough.

This is so cruel and heartbreaking. I wish you didnt have to go through this, so unfair to you, your family and your brave little boy.

I have no words except I'm so sorry.

Remember we are here for you at 3am if you ever need to talk

I'm so sorry.
I'll be thinking of you and your family.
Xx

So sorry to see he's gone. I hope you are able to find some comfort in all being together with him at the end, he will have known how loved he was.

I'm so sorry OP. Life is so unfair

From one mum to another- the biggest of virtual hugs.
I am so very sorry for the loss of your amazing, brave little boy.

Pls know that there are so many of us, oceans apart, who are all thinking of you and yours xxx

Sending love ❤️.

I am so so sorry. So cruel, so awful. Thinking of you.

I'm so sorry for your unimaginable loss x

Thank you everyone. It is still so raw and yet I know I am still numb and therefore actually it's going to get worse before it gets better.

Woke up this morning after the first nights sleep that wasn't interrupted by all the things and had that brief moment of fogginess before I remembered that 12 hours earlier he had gone.

And I lay in bed and thought what the fuck do I do now, how on earth can I collect my scattered thoughts enough to plan and get through the day.

Also there is a lead in time of at least a week for funeral service that I do not want to have, a whole week of dread. I thought it would be Monday at the latest. And that's with me pleading and protesting and putting out I have my almost 4 year olds birthday to get through in less than 2 weeks.

But we spent day with friends and laughed and cried and hugged and let the kids be kids.

But then we made the mistake of driving past the hospital where it all Happened because that was the shortest route and it was horrible.

And then our almost 4 year asked why we didn't stop to get him. And our hearts broke a little bit more

I'm sorry. There are no words but you and your family are in my thoughts x