My husband has died

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He died today. He was 42. He had recently been diagnosed with a heart condition and spent a month in hospital but we believed he was going to be okay. He went upstairs for a rest and they think he had a heart attack. He didn't cry out, they think it would have been fairly instant. I found him when I went to check on him a few hours later and I knew he had gone, I did CPR but I knew it was too late.

He was my soul mate, my other half, the true love of my life. We have a little girl who is almost 3. If it wasn't for her I would kill myself. I can't imagine life ever having any meaning without him.

I'm so very sad for you, you must feel so broken.
I hope you have real life support but do keep coming on here too. I'm so sorry for your loss

I'm so sorry OP, words just aren't enough, I hope you have people with you.

I remember your previous thread too, I am so so sorry to hear about your DH. Sending you much love and strength.

So sorry for your loss op. I had you in my thoughts when you posted last month. So sorry it turned out this way

Oh gosh I read your previous thread. I'm so so sorry, devastating 💐 take one day at a time for you and your beautiful little girl

So very sorry for your loss. We lost my sister in March this year, that was sudden and unexpected, it's been awful. My heart breaks for you. You will be ok though because you have to be for your little girl, you will find the strength somehow believe me. I ask myself now and in those early days how did I wake up and get out of bed in the morning but you will, you will be on autopilot for a long time but you will keep on going. 💕

I'm so very sorry for your loss Right now you'll be in deep shock. I was widowed coming up for two years ago, and I remember those feelings of wanting to die myself; I couldn't imagine going on. But you will keep going my darling, one day, even one hour at a time. I hope that you have friends/family nearby to hold you in their love. Keep posting here; I found Mumsnet to be an incredibly supportive place in the aftermath of my loss.

Right now you just need to process things, but for the future, please know that there's an organisation called Widowed and Young, which is wonderful. It offers peer support, which can be invaluable.

Sending you so much love tonight xxx

So sorry Op

I am so very sorry 💐

So so sorry. You will be in shock. Thinking about you

So so sad

I am just speechless reading this

Lots of love ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I'm so sorry for your loss

I am so sorry, would you like to tell us a bit about him? X

Very sorry for your loss @peachgreen

Op I am so sorry, sending you the strength to get through this truly terrible time for your family

Oh god, I'm sorry, that's so awful. . I hope you have family around you.

So sorry.

I’m so so sorry for your loss. There are no words.

So sorry, OP, that must have been an awful shock. Take care of yourself.

I'm sending you so much love and I'm just so, so sorry. Life can be so mindlessly cruel and heartbreaking. Do you have someone with you?

Very sorry. Rely on whatever support is offered

Oh darlin. Keep talking. I am so so sorry.

I am so sorry OP. We are here for you whenever you need us. Try to find strength for your little girl

Couldn’t read and not comment. I’m another voice among dozens who all are thinking of you and wishing you well. It’s a devastating loss, as PP say just take one hour at a time. Much love.

So sorry that's horrendous I can't imagine what you are feeling right now please just remember it's ok not to be ok and take one day at a time even if you're just getting through the next hour. Thinking of you as your little one.