CAN I TAKE A MOMENT TO REMEMBER MY BABIES.....

[lissie]

i had an ectopic pregnancy in february before that i'd had 3 mcs in the space of 18m and since ive had another 2. i just want to say: i miss you all very much, i love you and wish that we could have met x

bit maudlin and self-obsessed, but i just wanted to get it out. thought it might be "nice" to have a rememberance thread for our lost beans

what a beautiful thread

i would like to remember the 3 lil beans i lost through missed mcs they would be 6,5 and 3 now x x x x the loss is sad but i do have the comfort that life is planned out and if it hadnt happened i wouldnt have my 2 gorgeous children x

i have been dwelling on the past and so pleased to find this thread, i would like to remember my first baby that i lost at 12weeks (22/05/05) i will never forget you and you will be in my heart forever, someday we will meet again. you will be 2 in december on grandas birthday, love you my sweet little angel xx

i am so pleased that this thread has developed it what it has. i take great comfort in the thought that our babies are safe and warm, playing with each other and watching us.

May I add my thoughts to my first, July 05 we were over the moon to find that I could get pregnant and we wanted you so much , my second, July 06 we were scared this time but kept hoping that you might just manage to stay (same due date as the first , managed to stay warm and snug for two extra weeks), my third who wouldn't stay where he should have done and wandered up a tube instead, I think of him as a very cheeky little boy always heading one way when it should be the other and my twins Oct 07 you both decided to play hide and seek, if only you could have decided to just cuddle up together. You are both still too newly gone and along with you our dreams for a family and the tears haven't slowed yet.
I miss you all so very much and wish at times that I could just leave here and be with you but I have my beautiful daughter,15 today, and my dear, dear husband so I must stay here a little while longer, but we all wish you were here and I'm sure that you can see us and you are all looking after each other. I hope the day when I finally get to meet you all is not too far away. I love you all my little stars in the sky and thank you for this lovely thread.

Rereading this and feeling blue at the moment. So sorry for everyones who has lost their precious babies. I think a little piece of me has died also.

i like to come back here too. are you ok?

I would like to remember my baby miscarried a few months ago and my sisters baby who was lost a few weeks after mine.

I don't realise how upsetting it is until a thread lke this reminds me and I think it's important to accknowledge those feelings.

Thank-you for the thread xx

Have had 1 mc, felt very sad after that, have no idea how any one would cope have any more than that!

God bless,

Hugs

thinking of all our angelsxxxx

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thinking of you and your little ones.

Hi, thanks lissielou, just having a moment that is all.
I was just looking at scan pics the other day and thinking what ifs? It is a year ago today that I found out I was having twins. It seems sooo long ago.
DH aptly started a conversation this morning on the way to work saying he didn't want anymore children as he couldn't go through it again. I feel like I would like more. We left it that if I get into shape ie: weight and health wise we will discuss further.
I just feel I am getting on with things and then slam it hits me. My baby is dead and there is nothing I can do about it. I just feel so sad.
Take care everyone and big hugs.

I had a stillbirth when i was 19, i was 8 days overdue when i went into labour. when i got to the hosp they told me they couldnt find the babys heartbeat. i delivered naturally and my little girl was perfect, she just looked like she was sleeping. she would have been 8 now.

then when i was 24 i had an ectopic that ruptured, i needed emergency surgery and i lost one of my tubes. i felt like i wasnt destined to have children

im 27 now and i had a healthy little girl last year. shes my life. but it will never replace the babies that i lost.

xxx

i would like to ad anothe rememberance to my little angel that i have just lost on wednesday at 5+5
sleep tight sweety your big bro/sis will be there for you till we meet again xxx

can i add my latest baby please. im so sorry angel x

lissie? (((((((((((((())))))))))))))

'Tis not your fault Lissie. xxxx