Hi just wanted to let you know i finally had my baby
He was born last thu by c section he came out pink and screaming
I was longing so much to hear him cry me and dh both were
I'm very sore still
Of course it's been a bit strange with emotions flying all over the place
With ds1 on our minds all the time
Had to fight off a lot of upsetting comments about how when it's your second this and that etc
When this baby is my third
Ds1 will always be my second
And comments like now your a mother of two....
Ouch how they sting me to the core
But I I think I'm doing quite well stick up for myself and ds1
Sometimes I feel a bit guilty towards ds2 that I think of ds1 so much but i wil get used to it
I keep going to call ds2 ds1 name and in fact hd actually did last night
I've not actually said it out loud yet
I just kinda think it in my mind
Anyway don't want to go on, just wanted to let you know what was goin go n with me xxxx
I hope you all are well and I think of you all very much xxxx