Hey guys, thank you for the kind words! Yeah 16 was hard and i had to really grow up, i wouldn't have coped with my emotions if i hadn't matured. Dad didn't stay around, as soon as he heard i was PG he ran! But my parents were amazing and patient. Well i don't think i coped very well. It did send me off the rails slightly, i drank heavily, and took drugs, not proud of any of this, not to the extreme but these influences were in my life, they blocked out the pain. However i am through the other end a much stronger person and i am also quite ahead of my years. I work with some girls the same age as me and thats what they are, girls, i like to see myself as a woman
Then i met my kind patient DP who helped me through everything and let me talk, unload, cry, laugh, everything. I am so proud to call him my partner, the man who i am trying for a child with and also the man i am MARRYING on July24th!!! I'm only 19 now and i know many people will still see this as very young. But to me family is everything, i really have found the man who has it all and means the world!
Wow there is a lot to catch up on here for tonight.
PPM i hope you managed to enjoy your day in some way shape or form, I like you, because you like lists by the sounds, nowt better than a good list - Hope you got your hour of headspace x Well with your DS too, at least he ate, thats a good sign!
ilike, please just use your PG as an excuse, what is/was your craving? If you have one, have plenty of that - mine was cucumber and marmite together so at least when i ate lots of it, it was healthy. But eat lots of what you want, you probably wont have time to eat when lo comes along!! x
LF, i really hope it all sorts itself out for you in the end, all you have to do is keep going higher in the hierarchy, they will get the message, hope DH is being a massive help in annoying and bugging the bigwigs generally helping it along. STay as calm as you can, easier said than done. You are in my thoughts x
Minione - Thank you honey, knowing people are there even just to virtual hug is fantastic xx And there is nothing wrong with getting around 2 right on UniC, i see that as a sign of intelligence :o
Shabba, hope you had a good day, i really wanna catch the Wright stuff too, hope its on replay. One born every minute was tempting, but seeing as i am at work i cant watch it and i just could not bring myself to record it, whether that was someone saying to me that i dont want to watch it i dunno but we will see how i feel if i find it on catch up.
Caz, i really hope you get your BFP this month, me and DP are trying our hardest and it is really taking it's toll on me, i am impatient i suppose. Just keep at the SWI regularly, have fun, lie back and enjoy the ride it will happen (i can advise this but when it comes to listening to myself or someone saying it to me i just cannot believe) Fingers crossed you at leats get an indication of when you will OV
Sorry to everyone i have missed out, if anyone, and i hope you are all okay tonight.
Love and strength to all xxx