Long time contributor but NC as very specific.
AIBU to think that this is overstepping and somewhat concerning. I’ll try and be brief.
Gist is emotionally abusive ex. His parents are taking DC 14 away. DC and ex don’t have direct contact (DCs choice). AIBU to think Grandparents should have run return travel plans past me at least, rather than making plans and then they will tell me soon when not so busy?
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Thanks, in part, to MN and me posting in AIBU around things my exH was doing I have slowly realised the emotional, psychological and financial abuse that was happening.
Good friends who know him well, think he may fit criteria as a communal narcissist, which does seem to fit - lovely to everyone (and talks to everyone about his ‘good deeds’) but very different in private. Would harm me and DC (14) with rages and verbal abuse over very small things. Never in the presence of others). Has left us both quite traumatised.
I am divorcing him. We now live separately.
DC ceased contact around 9 months ago as things got very heated. Their relationship has always been tricky. He has invalidated them, berated them about lots of things and in the last year or so of living together pre separation would barely interact other than to give instructions, lecture or share something about himself. There would be long lectures about DCs ‘wrongdoing’, that would escalate and get physical.
I did my best to challenge this, including involving Social Services when things got physical. He didn’t change so hence divorce.
DC has since disclosed things from when they were younger that I didn’t know. But there have been some significant episodes of pretty traumatising things.
DC is currently only in indirect contact with ex. DCs choice.
So DC has a good relationship with paternal grandparents but they live abroad. They are funding a trip out there for DC in the summer which is very generous of them and DC is looking forward to it.
To be clear, they know nothing about the abuse. They have bought into (I think) his narrative which is that he has been emotionally and physically abused by me. I have reacted at times and I have not been perfect and I hold some responsibility for the things that went wrong, but having looked at it from every angle and lots of soul searching I don’t agree that this is correct.
But this is what they believe. They also believe his story (I think) that I have caused the rupture in the relationship and that, as he puts it, ‘I have stolen his child.’ This is categorically untrue. 100%. It was our DCs choice and still is and I am following advice regarding that.
She (grandmother) is a brilliant woman. She is kind and loving and calm. But, she has never had children, uses shame as a tool to put boundaries in and doesn’t know what DC has been through with ex. He (Grandfather) is loving in his own way, but short tempered and very unempathic. I suspect he may also fit criteria for some communal narcissist traits/behaviours. He will be a little aware of ex’s personality as he raised him, but won’t know what we have experienced.
We live a 6 hour drive from the airport. Grandad is coming to collect DC from the door to take them (I think there is a fear I might sabotage the trip - I wouldn’t do that to DC as they really want to go and it’s an amazing experience for them). They are flying back alone.
I have just asked what their (Grandparents) thoughts are around travelling back from the airport and have been told it’s been sorted and I’ll be informed.
Now in my mind that means;
- some kind of driver/chaperone
- involvement of ex (which is fine IF DC is ok with that and there is a safety plan - but that can’t be robust unless the risks are known)
- UK based relative brining them back (fine with me - but DC might want me to pick them up and I’d happily do it).
My AIBU is;
AIBU To think that these travel plans should have been run by me? I feel quite disrespected to be told that it’s all sorted and I’ll be told about the plans soon.
I get a lot of invalidation and criticism from ex so it’s helpful to know objective views.
I get it, they have been led to believe that I am manipulative and I have done XYZ and because they don’t know what they don’t know. They are possibly guarding against his version of me messing things up. So I can see why they might not feel they can trust me to collaborate.
They will also, out of good intentions, want to reunite father and child, but that needs to be done with the child’s full consent and cooperation - which if it has, I haven’t been informed. DC is very strong willed and stubborn (and funny and clever and loving etc), and will vocalise if they don’t want something, but I’m not sure if they’d feel brave enough once out there and I’m not sure how they would cope with an ambush. Thoughts on this welcome as it’s a back of my head worry.
Thanks in advance if you have waded through and made any sense of that!!
As it’s so specific (I have changed details but still could be recognisable) I’ll not add much more.