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AIBU to distance myself after my friend missed my mum's funeral?

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HeartonSleeve85 · 29/06/2026 21:45

AIBU to fall out with a friend after she didn't show up at my mum's funeral?

For context, my 'friend' is very selfish and although we enjoy a night out once a month, there's not much more to it. We don't have anything in common - she's in her late 40s, is single with no kids and still behaves very childlike herself. I'm a people pleaser who hates confrontation so I've carried on this friendship for 13 years always hoping it will kind of fade off to be honest.

I am devastated to have lost my mum a few weeks ago and I am genuinely going through the toughest period of my life. My 'friend' has met my mum on several occasions and said she would be at my mum's funeral (even though she'd hinted that the location was an inconvenience as she doesn't drive). There was the option of a bus which would take around 30-40 mins or she latterly said her mum was going to give her a lift.

I have another friend who underwent a huge operation earlier this year, partially losing her vision, and she still made it on the bus.

Anyway, the original 'friend' didn't turn up and never told me she wasn't coming. I got an excuse that evening that she had a sore wrist (she broke her wrist a few weeks ago). I'm not sure how that stops someone sitting at a funeral but there we have it.

I'm supposed to be going to an event with her in a couple of weeks but to be honest, I can't face her and feel that this is my time to cut ties or at least indicate that I need space. Would I be unreasonable to be honest with her and tell her I need to be around more supportive people right now?

I am going through all the emotions and I am really not in the mood to entertain anyone's petty excuses after seeing how my mum suffered in hospital and feeling this broken hearted.

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Ohjoyohbliss · 30/06/2026 01:04

I'm sorry for your loss.

I had similar and have let the friendship fade away, but I agree with PP that you are still feeling very raw, so give yourself a bit more time to decide what you want. If you don't want to go to the upcoming event, don't go, but don't burn your boats until you're sure it's what you want.

You'll never feel quite the same way about her, but she might still be a fun friend for the occasional night out. Just give yourself a bit more time, then do whatever feels right.

Iocanepowder · 30/06/2026 07:04

SaffronsMadAboutMe · 29/06/2026 22:57

I’m sorry for your loss.

I buried my husband 4 days ago and I can honestly say I didn’t hold it against anyone who couldn’t make it.

I paid a tiny bit extra to have it live-streamed.

But you don’t sound particularly enamoured with this ‘friend’ anyway.

Very sorry for your loss.

I have to say i couldn’t make a funeral of a relative a couple of years ago due to the distance and having a c section and a new baby, and I was so grateful they live streamed it so I could still watch.

ItsNotMeEither · 30/06/2026 07:16

Sorry for your loss.

People are weird, people can be weird about funerals too.

When my mum passed away, people who I expected to 'be there for me' weren't always great, but others surprised me by their warmth and support. Right now you are grieving and it's harder to notice those who did step up for you, and easy to see those who didn't.

I had two friends who didn't come to the funeral, but dropped in to the wake after work, because one of them wanted to check out the venue for her upcoming birthday. F me! She said that, out aloud! Even if she really was dropping in for her own selfish reasons, she could have at least made soothing noises and kept that bit to herself. We are still friends (I did go to her party) but I wouldn't call us close.

I wouldn't say anything to her, but I would step back a little. when the friendship works for you, then have a nice catch up when and as it suits you, but don't go out of your way for her.

2chocolateoranges · 30/06/2026 08:05

I wouldn’t fall out with a friend because they didn’t go to the funeral, I’d fall out with them for being a shit friend, just back off, don’t be available for nights out, she will soon get the message.

i wouldn’t be pissed off if a friend wasn’t at the funeral as some people aren’t into going to funerals but I’d fall out if she wasn’t supportive in other ways.

Rocknrollstar · 30/06/2026 08:38

I didn’t drop the friend who couldn’t come to my dad’s funeral because of work (NHS) and I didn’t drop her because she couldn’t attend my mother’s funeral either. I dropped her because she didn’t contact me for a month after my mother died.

thesealion · 30/06/2026 08:52

Yes, it’s shitty to say you’ll do something then not do it and not let someone know, but I also think it’s a bit rich to expect someone to support you that you don’t actually like, call “childish and selfish”, want to end the friendship with but keep seeing her because you don’t have many other friends. How would you feel if someone talked about you like that?

HeartonSleeve85 · 30/06/2026 10:36

thesealion · 30/06/2026 08:52

Yes, it’s shitty to say you’ll do something then not do it and not let someone know, but I also think it’s a bit rich to expect someone to support you that you don’t actually like, call “childish and selfish”, want to end the friendship with but keep seeing her because you don’t have many other friends. How would you feel if someone talked about you like that?

I don't keep seeing her because of not having many friends. Like I say, I'm a people pleaser and have met her at places of her choosing for years, given her lifts home, been there on every birthday gathering when her other friends have drifted off and had enough of her ways, but she couldn't take 25 mins out of one day to attend my mum's funeral service.
She is also the first person to slag off her other friends to me so for all I know, she is probably also 'talking about me like that'.
Grief makes you view things differently and decide what you're willing to tolerate when there are things that matter so much more.

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HeartonSleeve85 · 30/06/2026 10:40

I should also add that I'm not annoyed at every friend who didn't turn up. One friend wanted to come along but had her daughter's show at school and that's perfectly acceptable but 'a sore wrist'? 🙄

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gingermice · 30/06/2026 11:15

I'm sorry for your loss OP.

She shouldn’t have said she was coming to the funeral, but not turned up and given a feeble excuse. If she didn’t want to/wasn't able go she should have let you know beforehand.

You start off by saying she is selfish and you have little in common and have hoped the relationship would fade out anyway. It suits her well because you give her lifts and meet where she likes so she won’t fade it. You’ll have to do it, and now seems like a good time.

Cosimarocks · 30/06/2026 11:23

I’m very sorry for your loss.

Death of a parent an awful and highly emotional thing. And it can make us lash out and judge things and people harshly, pointing blame because that’s always easier to do than realising that actually we’re just furious with the world.

I think that making any lasting decisions at such a time is always a mistake. People aren’t wholly rational at times like these and need time to grieve and find and settle in to a new kind of normal.

I don’t think your friend handled the situation very well and of course you feel let down. BUT I think it’s a mistake to judge a friendship on a single event and certainly on funeral attendance.

Going to the parent of a friend’s funeral is - at least from the many posts on the subject on here - clearly one of those subjects that splits the population. It’s like shoes on or off in a house isn’t it? Most people have an opinion on it and one that they see as absolutely right and have many reasons for thinking so, but there is an equal number of people who have an opposing view and have equally strong and seemingly valid reasons for believing it. (Personally, I don’t believe a carpet should ever be held in higher regard than a guest). Of course the truth is that there is no set rule on it and it is purely a matter of opinion and often set by cultural norms and practices.

There is no rule on expectations around friends attending funerals. Often there may be cultural or other expectations based upon one’s own upbringing and people set up their own expectations in their heads based on these and their needs at the time, but none of these expectations are necessarily shared or understood by others.

I have several Indian and Irish friends. Both lots would be slightly shocked if half the town weren’t in attendance at a funeral. It’s the coming together of a community. My upbringing finds that alien and stressful.

I was not brought up like that and to me and my family funerals are quiet things intended for the family and friends of the deceased to grieve. It’s not about someone’s standing in the community and it certainly isn’t about show. It’s a time to quietly grieve and to say goodbye, and, while there might be something quiet afterwards, the idea that I would want to be having to host or mingle or make small talk to lots of practically strangers, would feel too much. I wouldn’t want my close friends (except perhaps those that spent time with my parents) and certainly not my in-laws there. I wouldn’t find it a support, I’d find it a pressure. And certainly I know many others who would feel similar and would never even think of attending the funeral of someone they never or barely knew, they’d see it as an imposition.

That doesn’t mean my way is the right way, but neither does it mean that the other way is correct. Both are.

The problem comes when two opposing takes on how things should be done clash, but clash without ever actually being discussed. We don’t talk about death very much in this country and, like so many things, slights are felt and often without the other person knowing they’ve done anything wrong.

Your friend should have declined. She was wrong not too. But I can absolutely understand why she and others wouldn’t think that coming to someone else’s parents funeral was an easy or natural or done thing, and why she clearly got herself into a mess over it. Maybe, later, after the dust is settled say you wish she’d let you know. But don’t fixate on this, and don’t ruin a friendship because her expectations around funerals are different to yours.

TheSandgroper · 30/06/2026 12:04

My condolences. Losing a parent is hard.

However, use this time to become a new you. You say you are a people pleaser. What has it got you? Unhappiness and resentment. Learn how to say “no”. Learn how to say “I’m going to do …”.

Your “friend” isn’t a people pleaser and is feeling quite comfortable. One might say you could do worse than learn from her. If she ever says “oh, but” just say “ah, well …”

Inmyuggs · 30/06/2026 12:20

I do not think it is fair to expect the friend who met your mother a few times to go to her funeral.
Its a companion friendship.
Not everyone likes to go to funerals or the awkwardness of it all.
I mean this not to be offensive.

toomuchfaff · 30/06/2026 12:48

Im very sorry you have lost your mum. I lost mine a year ago and one thing I noticed is that it made me a lot les "people pleaser" and more i dgaf if my boundary offends you.

Youve realised this "friend" doesn't serve you, that the friendship doesn't deliver anything for you, your mums funeral opened your eyes to that.

Drop her, tell her or dont, walk away or ghost - do whichever method serves you, because at a time when you've just lost your mum, you realise you don't owe this "friend" anything in reality. They didnt show to give you support at the time you needed it the most, so drop them from your life and walk away head held high.

Be kind to yourself. put yourself first.

Judging · 30/06/2026 12:50

HeartonSleeve85 · 30/06/2026 10:40

I should also add that I'm not annoyed at every friend who didn't turn up. One friend wanted to come along but had her daughter's show at school and that's perfectly acceptable but 'a sore wrist'? 🙄

Why was it so important to you that your friend went? Unless she was close to your mum, it makes little sense to me.

HeartonSleeve85 · 30/06/2026 13:47

Everyone is different but it's quite common in my neck of the woods for people to go to a funeral to support their friend, even if they hadn't met their parent. It's a way of showing you care when your friend is at the absolute lowest point of their life.

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HeartonSleeve85 · 30/06/2026 13:49

Inmyuggs · 30/06/2026 12:20

I do not think it is fair to expect the friend who met your mother a few times to go to her funeral.
Its a companion friendship.
Not everyone likes to go to funerals or the awkwardness of it all.
I mean this not to be offensive.

I don't think anyone can say that they like funerals though, can they? You suck it up and get on with it to show respect.

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pinkspeakers · 30/06/2026 13:53

Attending funerals of friends' parents isn't really a thing among people I know so I wouldn't put much weight on that by itself.

However, she was clearly never a close friend, you don't like her very much, you'd thought about ending the friendship anyway. If this now feels like the last straw, then I'd just tell her that you'd rather not see her and bring this to an end. I've found that post-bereavement can be a moment when you see your friendships more clearly, and when people are forgiving if you cull some!

Morepositivemum · 30/06/2026 13:54

There are so many reasons people don’t go to funerals op, and actually I find the people who make it to these things are just people who do it for etiquette or as a tick box. I rarely go to funerals anymore as I generally upset the person grieving more as I cry or say the wrong thing. If you’ve been looking to ease out of the relationship I’d say just do it anyway. Sorry about your mum

DappledThings · 30/06/2026 13:54

HeartonSleeve85 · 30/06/2026 13:47

Everyone is different but it's quite common in my neck of the woods for people to go to a funeral to support their friend, even if they hadn't met their parent. It's a way of showing you care when your friend is at the absolute lowest point of their life.

Same. Amongst multiple groups of friends from a variety of backgrounds.

Viviennemary · 30/06/2026 16:16

DappledThings · 29/06/2026 22:24

Very many people work in roles with generous annual leave and little restriction on when to use it. I would have little trouble getting a day authorised to attend a funeral and one day is no significant impact on my year's allowance.

OP you are not at all unreasonable to feel sad and let down. It's really shabby behaviour on her part.

I disagree. Not everyone has generous leave and not everyone can get leave at short notice. Teachers probably couldn't get leave at all for this. But she should have told you she couldn't come. Anyone up to you if you want to put this behind you and continue the friendship

DappledThings · 30/06/2026 16:18

Viviennemary · 30/06/2026 16:16

I disagree. Not everyone has generous leave and not everyone can get leave at short notice. Teachers probably couldn't get leave at all for this. But she should have told you she couldn't come. Anyone up to you if you want to put this behind you and continue the friendship

And very many people do. Which is why I said "very many" not "everyone".

It was in response to someone surprised that any number of people would be able to be available. Obviously thousands wouldn't be able to be and thousands would so it was just a pointless observation that poster made.

hahabahbag · 30/06/2026 16:24

There’s obviously issues with this friendship but honestly op i wouldn’t go to a friend’s parent’s funeral unless i really knew the parent or I was incredibly close, which doesn’t sound like she was. She should have been honest upfront but i suspect she didn’t want to upset you

Brunchatstephanies · 30/06/2026 16:33

Funerals are a huge thing where I am from and when DH’s mother died it was during many people’s family holiday.

It really affected him that people were not able to make it and it really hurt his feelings. Then over the next few months some of those people made enormous efforts to visit him from across the country to pass on their condolences and to apologise for being away for the funeral.

DH had never discussed his feelings with anyone but me so it wasn’t because he had said something. That meant the absolute world to him and actually he found it incredibly good for his grief to have the opportunity to talk to friends, many of whom had already lost a parent, after the funeral.

Maybe the arm was a big problem for her on the day, I can’t say but maybe see how much effort your friend makes in the coming weeks and months and then if she just does not have the wherewithal to be a decent friend it is definitely time to let her go.

Blogswife · 30/06/2026 16:34

I think you’re being a bit unfair. I’m not sure that I’d turn up to a friend’s Mother’s funeral unless they specifically needed me there as support. It feels intrusive to attend a funeral of someone that you don’t know very well
I’m sorry for your loss and I’m sure that you feel very raw right now but perhaps give her a break . I’ve only attended one funeral since I lost my DM - it was a very close relative and I found it extremely hard / bringing back my own grief so I now avoid any funerals that I don’t absolutely have to go to .
That said she should not have committed then not turn up.

TheIdlerReturns · 30/06/2026 16:39

I'm very sorry about your Mum OP. It does sound like you are putting way too much focus on this so-called friend that you don't really want to be a friend anyway. There are all sorts of reasons that a person may not want to go to a funeral, although it would have been better if 'friend' had not said she would go. I would focus on remembering your Mum and thinking about your future - maybe less people-pleasing and more following your gut. You don't want this friend.